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ultrasharpy123456

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Aug 18, 2022
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Born in a family filled with trauma and abuse. Going to school and getting verbally abused. Staying at home and getting yelled at. Then becoming corrupted and fighting back and becoming wicked. Then doing incredibly stupid shit. To the point where everything I do is corrupt and I cause trouble for others when I could just leave them alone.

Then wanting to die but getting yelled at for trying to kill myself. Can't escape, got no privacy, no money, no luck, but all the time in the world. Internal battles with myself, never ending battles. Always thinking about things, headaches, nausea, when all I wanted to do was die and escape this planet.

I'm so sick of everything. I hate myself to my rotten core. All I am is a stain on humanity. I wish I was never born at all.

I'm so broken that I do horrible things on impulse. I cannot change. I've tried, it just doesn't work. I'm stuck like this.
 
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