Sheepgobaa
Member
- Aug 23, 2023
- 9
I feel like there is something deeply wrong with me and like it can never be truly fixed. I can't socialise with people, I don't have any real hobbies and I'm insanely repulsed by the idea of living in my 30s and 40s.
I try to find explanations for why I'm like this, maybe as a result of childhood trauma, but It feels like I'm just making excuses to avoid the reality of just being born like this. I can't imagine how even if I had the perfect childhood would I have turned out any different.
I try to find explanations for why I'm like this, maybe as a result of childhood trauma, but It feels like I'm just making excuses to avoid the reality of just being born like this. I can't imagine how even if I had the perfect childhood would I have turned out any different.