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Suicide Discussion

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Discussion Does a lack of privacy irl increase your desire to ctb ?
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2
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395
Lxions
Lxions
Rainork
Venting So fucking sad (a poem)
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3
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426
dreamscape1111
dreamscape1111
Aelana
What type of knot should I use to secure my rope?
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4
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606
LeonardChurch
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Venting There isn't a word for the type of torment I feel everyday.
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6
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611
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
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books or personal excerpts about the last straw? (As far as making that final decision)
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0
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350
offbalance
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OnceThougtTwiceDone
I want to die but I want to finish my projects.
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7
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493
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
axxxu
Life only feels good when I think about ctb
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1
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346
AshClouds
AshClouds
meatfleshprison
Help So many questions, so little time. Please help.
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1
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495
OnceThougtTwiceDone
OnceThougtTwiceDone
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Venting Hi, I'm new. I'd like to vent about my life. (CW: Rape/Homophobia/Ableism/Abuse)
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13
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1K
Meretricious
Meretricious
thereisnomeaning
I have no friends, haven't had any for years, and it's just lonely
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15
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1K
ilovedeftones
ilovedeftones
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Is my SN still OK to use??
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8
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2K
headcase95
headcase95
SpiderLink
Discussion Thoughts on encouraging suicide and what isnt
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6
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948
SpiderLink
SpiderLink
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copd best method? SN seems like no? But.. any idea?
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0
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387
RW__Asher23
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disabledlife
Who wants CTB because of being short men or women? To be short?
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4
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976
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
Ryemi
Venting Help
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13
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2K
SorrowfulDrugUser
SorrowfulDrugUser
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Question
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12
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2K
felswr62
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CandyK__
Method Grand CTB
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8
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1K
CandyK__
CandyK__
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How is it evil?
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5
Views
925
Lavander 230
Lavander 230
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  • Poll
Discussion Were you under the impression that CTB is easy before becoming suicidal? Poll
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11
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771
Heavenbound
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Venting Witnessing someone trying
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4
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634
Catastrofe
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CTB Dream
Repet sffer
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2
Views
886
BroodingBleu
BroodingBleu
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I would like to spread awareness about suicidality
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3
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485
loopdaloop
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T
Venting I’m in immense emotional suffering
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1
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627
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ScottPilgram
Bipolar Disorder and saying goodbye
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18
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1K
theboy
theboy
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Discussion Probably Going to CTB Next Tuesday or Wednesday
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16
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2K
Letgo
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Venting Who’s crazy? Us or them?
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10
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
chr74
Example Partial Hanging Position
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5
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3K
chr74
chr74
FrostedHoax
Normal People
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7
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1K
CloudyNight
CloudyNight
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Help I need some crucial information regarding inert gas method
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4
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1K
justastranger
justastranger
Catching_the_bus
Need information about SA (sodium azide)
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3
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1K
justastranger
justastranger
Emptied_soul
Method How good of a method is mixing Benzos and alcohol?
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1
Views
813
that smell
that smell
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Discussion How to make sure i go through with killing myself and which method to use
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1
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520
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
StaticCryBabye
Help How could i stop backing out from my suicide attempts
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6
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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  • Question
Can someone tell me where to buy Sodium Nitrite in EU?
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6
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864
Disaster
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C:\
NSFW I just embarrassed myself so hard
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8
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2K
C:\
C:\
corpsive
Would I need to take less SN if I'm underweight + anemic?
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15
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640
cherry7
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terminalending
What would be the ideal rope for partial suspension?
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2
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696
terminalending
terminalending
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Discussion How Do Online Pharmacies Work?
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4
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734
cherry7
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Method With a few minor modifications, my Exit Bag setup is complete
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19
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1K
mrwizard11
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HitBlackVein
Venting I am in so much pain
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3
Views
417
HitBlackVein
HitBlackVein
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Discussion How lucky do you consider someone who has SN?
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36
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3K
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
starrvingstar
NSFW kinks and depression
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18
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3K
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
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Method Is risperadone OK as an AE?
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0
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464
feelingtrapped
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Help Planning on CTB Stabbing before Next Monday. Need info on where to stab. Multiple times.
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15
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2K
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Pidgeons_Sparrows
Videos of people CTBing with SN?
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3
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1K
Bobert_Beniro
Bobert_Beniro
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Method Advice on my plan for my CTB - how many of these carbon monoxide canisters will I need?
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2
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563
Semoule7
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thebelljar
Venting idk what i should do
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4
Views
525
cutejellybean
cutejellybean
goddaydog
Venting Can’t stop thinking about dying and life’s purpose
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0
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346
goddaydog
goddaydog
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Can you do a partial hanging on a bunk bed?
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0
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334
nosoul
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How can you tell if a seller of SN is legit?
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1
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374
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
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