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Suicide Discussion

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Tricondyla ledouxi
Curious about some things. 1. Why did D stop selling N? 2. Have there been any reported failures with either receiving or ctb’ing with N from D.
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36
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1K
cherry7
C
lili
New version of PPH
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8
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2K
cherry7
C
E
gastrointestinal issues
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5
Views
528
LateForTheBus
LateForTheBus
SuffrInSilence
The one single thing that makes you want to CTB the most
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72
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2K
BBBB
B
AllMyDreams
Discussion Do any of you ever think about being interviewed on YouTube/making a video about your life story?
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9
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1K
AllMyDreams
AllMyDreams
C
Friends and family
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1
Views
329
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
P
Why is joy brief and pain lasting?
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13
Views
749
woosch11
woosch11
T
How do I write a suicide note?
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6
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619
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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  • Poll
Discussion Is there a slightest chance some of your best days are ahead of you?
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40
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1K
Lysander
Lysander
E
Thinking of Attempting Again Tonight
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8
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1K
EnvyTangerine
E
finnn
Method does anyone know if allergy pills work
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3
Views
596
sylver
sylver
forsaken_fallacy_12
Discussion advice on hiding sh scars?
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1
Views
474
hopefully
hopefully
saionara
Method Are there any ways to chemically enhance your possibility to die by jumping?
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7
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1K
5417807
5417807
Lysander
Discussion CTB via jumping and then train - opinions?
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13
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676
Lysander
Lysander
ChildrensITV
Discussion How do you deal with the fact you are going to leave bereaved loved ones?
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10
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1K
Brokensoulwalking
Brokensoulwalking
BasqueClown
Method Euskadi / Near Euskadi forests
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0
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428
BasqueClown
BasqueClown
ixkitty
Discussion Romance crap
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9
Views
658
Yuki K
Yuki K
BeautifulMosaics
What would happen if I were to take SN on a full stomach and a few ml of alcohol? Need someone to talk to.
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11
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1K
lebrodude
L
A
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N 250ml
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3
Views
605
artpopbestalbum
A
TheBroken
Why I'm Choosing Suicide
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15
Views
1K
Ruma
Ruma
LadyAlastor
Venting Damn..im...a failure
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1
Views
383
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
BabyCamus
Help Meto source UK?
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0
Views
323
BabyCamus
BabyCamus
N
Placement when CTB by firearm?
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4
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1K
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
hellispink
Time doesn’t heal shit…hate when people say move on or let it go
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20
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1K
coolintheshade
C
ChildrensITV
Discussion Isn't it amazing how almost every country puts at least some barriers to suicide? [long rant]
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4
Views
1K
lost-unfound
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xxAbigailxx
Help I think it is getting worse overall
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10
Views
933
Brokensoulwalking
Brokensoulwalking
redisblue
Venting Tired and starting to hate college
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17
Views
1K
redisblue
redisblue
E
Discussion will to ctb as elusive
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5
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Venting Clown World
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4
Views
476
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
I feel unworthy of being loved
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9
Views
403
Brokensoulwalking
Brokensoulwalking
GoddessAmor
Venting I can't remember the past few months, nor the least year or year before that one.
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3
Views
373
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
RatLiker
Would CTB be selfish of me?
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18
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1K
Brokensoulwalking
Brokensoulwalking
E
Still throwing up
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3
Views
984
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
NothingElseMatters
do you have autism?
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35
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1K
charlotte_
charlotte_
ChildrensITV
I am a grown man. I cried about 5 times today. Coming here is a sign shit has gotten real.
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9
Views
756
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Dolphin55
Method Do you think this method would work?
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9
Views
1K
Dolphin55
Dolphin55
D
Becoming a vet to get N
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15
Views
2K
kadjflakflajlk
K
dembe
Venting I feel nothing but everything
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1
Views
510
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Kta1994
Method Im afraid of whats gonna happen after i drink the SN
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25
Views
3K
ThoughtThinker
ThoughtThinker
A
I might just do it
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2
Views
383
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
B
If I took SN, How long before I pass out? How long before I die?
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4
Views
914
soontobedone
soontobedone
LadyAlastor
Venting Damn..im...a failure
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9
Views
584
LadyAlastor
LadyAlastor
nance
How does my plan sound?
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3
Views
401
nance
nance
snailboy
Venting i don’t know if i’ll ever quit self harm
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11
Views
1K
stermc
stermc
CentreMid
Venting Wanting to ctb because of racism - TW: Racism
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5
Views
930
shinohara
shinohara
justaquicksnooze
Has anyone worked at a hotline before?
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4
Views
841
Polarbears42
Polarbears42
Linty Leans
Venting birthday dread
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10
Views
1K
MyLifeisHell
MyLifeisHell
Blahhh
Just some sips
Replies
15
Views
773
Blahhh
Blahhh
Gaga786
Venting Feeling Disliked By Everyone in my life
Replies
6
Views
590
Linty Leans
Linty Leans
Ocean_01
Method Benzos any good?
Replies
1
Views
543
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
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