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Suicide Discussion

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throwaway9901
Has anyone else had weird dreams/signs pointing for them to not CTB?
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4
Views
502
StressedRedhead23
StressedRedhead23
snowlance
Venting My desire to isolate and numb emotions
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3
Views
387
puella
puella
Dying2077
Does Nicotine in my blood affect absorption SN?
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2
Views
447
Dying2077
Dying2077
MiMif
  • Poll
If you were to guess how many times a day on average do you think about killing yourself/suicide/ctb?
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7
Views
450
Ligand
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dmdmdm
Help Not passing out from partial
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0
Views
377
dmdmdm
dmdmdm
Dying2077
Hold up SN for 5 minutes is good right?
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0
Views
342
Dying2077
Dying2077
cath55555
Venting im lost
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7
Views
431
DesperateDan
DesperateDan
B
Need help getting items
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10
Views
1K
cosmic-joke
cosmic-joke
Cryptonite
Method CTB by mixing alcohol, benzodiazepines and Fentanyl? Triple anti-SI combo
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13
Views
1K
cosmic-joke
cosmic-joke
Is0lated
Venting Goals?
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5
Views
422
sserafim
sserafim
sserafim
I wish I could’ve been a fictional character
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4
Views
363
avaruus
avaruus
R
background check after temporarily giving gun to police
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0
Views
334
rollingthunder
R
SoSickAndTired
Help How to starve?
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9
Views
1K
alterationitfinds
A
Save_Me_Mind
Story Why am I unlovable?....
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1
Views
394
hmskms
hmskms
lvntque
CTB help
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1
Views
340
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
Boudika
Venting I want to ctb because I'm ugly
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14
Views
983
Hystearical
Hystearical
darkenmydoorstep
Weak-Ends
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6
Views
594
darkenmydoorstep
darkenmydoorstep
Aim
Suicide with SN
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1
Views
435
blackwidow
blackwidow
S
Help
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7
Views
529
sarahkitty810
S
Suicidal Ideation
Discussion So what’s your story?
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15
Views
566
Suicidal Ideation
Suicidal Ideation
sserafim
Life is honestly absurd
Replies
5
Views
678
Hotsackage
H
snowcloud9
Fuck I messed up and lost my source
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3
Views
806
snowcloud9
snowcloud9
immrw
as soon as i decided to start my ctb plan again, the voice in my head got quiet
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1
Views
430
SpiritualDeath
SpiritualDeath
dmdmdm
  • Poll
Are you going to leave a letter?
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16
Views
782
lain_pilled
lain_pilled
A
Venting I just want to scream
Replies
7
Views
447
Aplev
A
purplerapture
I wish my attempt worked in December
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2
Views
343
purplerapture
purplerapture
exsanguinated
Method 25g of NaCN
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5
Views
1K
rameshkrishna1976
R
SuicideGrandEst
Everyone wants women. What about male connection and non-sexual intimacy?
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34
Views
2K
R_N
R_N
SoSickAndTired
Discussion Exciting update on my "diet"!
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2
Views
380
MiMif
MiMif
sserafim
I hate this planet
Replies
10
Views
923
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
burden
Venting Spiraling?
Replies
2
Views
644
burden
burden
SeonSeia
Venting Everything and nothing
Replies
0
Views
284
SeonSeia
SeonSeia
lain_pilled
Hi, I want to die by fire.
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0
Views
289
lain_pilled
lain_pilled
S
Discussion Not even depressed but still think I need to go
Replies
3
Views
460
SpiritualDeath
SpiritualDeath
ConfusedHurting2632
Venting Literally no one else is like me...I feel like an alien on this planet...another reason to kill myself.
Replies
11
Views
700
sserafim
sserafim
BBY
Venting Ex-friend
Replies
1
Views
315
hmskms
hmskms
locked*n*loaded
Discussion What Words Best Describe You. Be Honest.
Replies
115
Views
5K
Pagliacci
P
666razorblade
CTB and make it look like an accident?
Replies
4
Views
875
Dying Knight
Dying Knight
nyapoka
Method Will this kill me? (makarov pistol)
Replies
6
Views
988
Foreverix
Foreverix
bpdbunnygirl
Method overdose on prescription medication
Replies
12
Views
2K
Praestat_Mori
P
lwlaiet8887
Attempting to CBT today
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41
Views
3K
lwlaiet8887
lwlaiet8887
synthcadia
Venting just anxious. (again. i'm always anxious, yikes.)
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0
Views
305
synthcadia
synthcadia
CrazyDiamond04
Venting It often just feels like a nightmare.
Replies
10
Views
669
Hevn
H
synthcadia
Venting i’m back, and it’s weird, and i’m kinda scared
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2
Views
633
synthcadia
synthcadia
D
My l7fe ida nightmsre
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0
Views
294
Dbd8djddi
D
VVVVVVV
Method SN Regimen Critique
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30
Views
2K
Deleted member 65988
D
O
Correct procedure for using SCBA
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0
Views
425
ordaysun
O
M
Anyone from east Asia here? (Kor, Jap)
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21
Views
1K
LoiteringClouds
LoiteringClouds
L
Gas for Exit Bag in Germany
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2
Views
513
Painfu.Ll.suffering
Painfu.Ll.suffering
searchingpeace
Discussion Easy Assisited CTB in Germany!? Question for German / European members
Replies
3
Views
690
Painfu.Ll.suffering
Painfu.Ll.suffering
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