Decayed
Member
- Oct 16, 2023
- 33
i feel so pathetic like i couldn't even die properly i want nothing more than death but it always seems to escape me i was 13 when i first tried to kill myself and all i can think is that if i was successful i wouldn't have missed out on much and wouldn't have to suffer as much as i have. i wish i could go back to that moment and finish the job. each failed attempt just cements the idea of how pathetic and deserving of death i am in my mind.