Goodbye

[DearAgony]

I was going to make a goodbye thread and vent about all the loneliness, physical pain, trauma, psychological abuse and self-loathing. But I think that energy is better spent on just saying how much I appreciated having this site and its members around in my final weeks. I haven't been around long at all, but in the short time I've been here I felt welcomed and understood. Y'all are the best. But my time has come to an end. My last thoughts will be of all of you. I'm taking you into eternity with me, whether you like it or not. (Metaphorically, of course)

They say life is a highway. That makes the body a vehicle... And tonight, I'm turning in the keys.

I love you all. Goodbye.

 

[sorrowful]

I wish you a peaceful journey. Sending love, goodbye.

 

[Some place nice]

I hope you are in peace now, love you too. see you in the next life.

 

[somerandomguy1]

I was going to make a goodbye thread and vent about all the loneliness, physical pain, trauma, psychological abuse and self-loathing. But I think that energy is better spent on just saying how much I appreciated having this site and its members around in my final weeks. I haven't been around long at all, but in the short time I've been here I felt welcomed and understood. Y'all are the best. But my time has come to an end. My last thoughts will be of all of you. I'm taking you into eternity with me, whether you like it or not. (Metaphorically, of course)

They say life is a highway. That makes the body a vehicle... And tonight, I'm turning in the keys.

I love you all. Goodbye.

I wish you peace

 

[Peaceful Departure]

I wish you a peaceful end to your journey. Please remember that no matter what happens tonight, the community is here for you.

If you don't mind me asking, what method have you settled on?

 

[heavyeyes]

I'm sorry life brought you to this point. Farewell and god speed. I hope you find peace

 

[Old Friend]

Save travels. I'll raise a glass.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Wishing you peace and love on your journey from this horrible world.

 

[sincerelysad]

i hope you have a comfortable and safe journey. we are all so glad to have met you.

 

[hi-okbye]

we will be here no matter what happens. i wish you luck on your travels. i hope to join you soon someday. may you get all your heart desires

 

[Twntysvn]

Hi dear, i'm so sorry that you suffered in this world i wish for your peace and good luck sending you much love and hugs

 

[kazewoatsumete]

you'll be dearly missed, i hope you find peace, i enjoyed talking to you earlier today... i hope that buffalo chicken and veggie stir fry was good... much love

 

[undecided]

So very sad, I wish you a pain free and peaceful journey if you decide to ctb.

 

[wildflowers1996]

sending all my love, I'm thinking of you

 

[letmejoindeath]

Sorry life had to bring another person to feeling this way. Hope you finally experience the peace we all deserve.

 

[Jealous Blackheart]

There are many things I'd like to say but they won't come out. I'll remember our conversations.

 

[letmejoindeath]

Every time I read these it brings me hope that it is possible to achieve peace. You give me courage.

Glad you will finally stop being in pain.

 

[90SecondsToMidnight]

I was going to make a goodbye thread and vent about all the loneliness, physical pain, trauma, psychological abuse and self-loathing. But I think that energy is better spent on just saying how much I appreciated having this site and its members around in my final weeks. I haven't been around long at all, but in the short time I've been here I felt welcomed and understood. Y'all are the best. But my time has come to an end. My last thoughts will be of all of you. I'm taking you into eternity with me, whether you like it or not. (Metaphorically, of course)

They say life is a highway. That makes the body a vehicle... And tonight, I'm turning in the keys.

I love you all. Goodbye.

Safe Journeys, Much Love to you. Go on, Find your Peace <3

 

[ddn.ctb]

I was going to make a goodbye thread and vent about all the loneliness, physical pain, trauma, psychological abuse and self-loathing. But I think that energy is better spent on just saying how much I appreciated having this site and its members around in my final weeks. I haven't been around long at all, but in the short time I've been here I felt welcomed and understood. Y'all are the best. But my time has come to an end. My last thoughts will be of all of you. I'm taking you into eternity with me, whether you like it or not. (Metaphorically, of course)

They say life is a highway. That makes the body a vehicle... And tonight, I'm turning in the keys.

I love you all. Goodbye.

May you find peace

 

[dizzdesi]

Farewell, I hope that you find the peace you deserve ♥

 

[Saxenomorph]

I wish you a peaceful voyage
I wonder if we can all meet on the other side.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Please...

...take me with you.

 

[SVEN]

Hoping your journey is easy, peacefull and quiet; bringing you the rest and solace you crave.

 

[DearAgony]

Well, I'm still here. I failed myself, I failed you. I'm sorry.

After fighting with getting the right positioning and fighting SI, I finally slipped off into unconsciousness... only to wake up on the floor, my anchor pulled from the wall. I'm not sure if it was weakened from all the attempts or my convulsions being erratic and violent, or maybe both. It also wasn't in a stud, which I didn't know until I looked into the hole it left.

Either way, I felt defeated and exhausted. So I went to sleep right there on the floor with the rope still around my neck. I woke up about a half hour ago and I've just been laying there thinking. I had an epiphany on that floor. I might not have anyone's love in real life, but I do have all of the people on this site. Why am I wanting to die when I finally have what I've wanted all along (sort of)?

Although, now I have to go try and get my job back. I also have this nasty rope burn on my neck. But I'll figure it out. Thanks for all the blessings and well-wishes. It really means the world to me.

TL/DR: I'm still here. Anchor pulled from the wall. Going to be sticking around for a bit.

 

[dumbgirlonline]

Well, I'm still here. I failed myself, I failed you. I'm sorry.

After fighting with getting the right positioning and fighting SI, I finally slipped off into unconsciousness... only to wake up on the floor, my anchor pulled from the wall. I'm not sure if it was weakened from all the attempts or my convulsions being erratic and violent, or maybe both. It also wasn't in a stud, which I didn't know until I looked into the hole it left.

Either way, I felt defeated and exhausted. So I went to sleep right there on the floor with the rope still around my neck. I woke up about a half hour ago and I've just been laying there thinking. I had an epiphany on that floor. I might not have anyone's love in real life, but I do have all of the people on this site. Why am I wanting to die when I finally have what I've wanted all along (sort of)?

Although, now I have to go try and get my job back. I also have this nasty rope burn on my neck. But I'll figure it out. Thanks for all the blessings and well-wishes. It really means the world to me.

TL/DR: I'm still here. Anchor pulled from the wall. Going to be sticking around for a bit.

I;m glad you can at least find a feeling of love here, Take care < 3

 

[roguetrader]

@DearAgony - The final step is never easy….. At least it sounds like you're physically ok and will give life a shot, assuming that's what you want for now.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

Well, I'm still here. I failed myself, I failed you. I'm sorry.

After fighting with getting the right positioning and fighting SI, I finally slipped off into unconsciousness... only to wake up on the floor, my anchor pulled from the wall. I'm not sure if it was weakened from all the attempts or my convulsions being erratic and violent, or maybe both. It also wasn't in a stud, which I didn't know until I looked into the hole it left.

Either way, I felt defeated and exhausted. So I went to sleep right there on the floor with the rope still around my neck. I woke up about a half hour ago and I've just been laying there thinking. I had an epiphany on that floor. I might not have anyone's love in real life, but I do have all of the people on this site. Why am I wanting to die when I finally have what I've wanted all along (sort of)?

Although, now I have to go try and get my job back. I also have this nasty rope burn on my neck. But I'll figure it out. Thanks for all the blessings and well-wishes. It really means the world to me.

TL/DR: I'm still here. Anchor pulled from the wall. Going to be sticking around for a bit.

There's absolutely no need to be sorry.
I failed partial a few weeks ago.
I completely understand what you mean about having the support of people on this site.
I have absolutely nobody in real life, and even if did, they wouldn't understand me.
Sending you love and best wishes, and I hope you can get your job back.

 

[DearAgony]

@DearAgony - The final step is never easy….. At least it sounds like you're physically ok and will give life a shot, assuming that's what you want for now.

Yeah, I was at least lucky that I don't have damage from it other than from the rope itself, and that'll heal up pretty quickly. I'm still very much in pain and lost in my own mind. But I suppose for at least a little while, it's worth dealing with it to hang out here with all of you.

 

[roguetrader]

Yeah, I was at least lucky that I don't have damage from it other than from the rope itself, and that'll heal up pretty quickly. I'm still very much in pain and lost in my own mind. But I suppose for at least a little while, it's worth dealing with it to hang out here with all of you.

Hopefully the pain is not too bad but I'm sure it's a traumatizing event regardless. Feel free to PM me if youd like to chat.

 

[somerandomguy1]

Well, I'm still here. I failed myself, I failed you. I'm sorry.

After fighting with getting the right positioning and fighting SI, I finally slipped off into unconsciousness... only to wake up on the floor, my anchor pulled from the wall. I'm not sure if it was weakened from all the attempts or my convulsions being erratic and violent, or maybe both. It also wasn't in a stud, which I didn't know until I looked into the hole it left.

Either way, I felt defeated and exhausted. So I went to sleep right there on the floor with the rope still around my neck. I woke up about a half hour ago and I've just been laying there thinking. I had an epiphany on that floor. I might not have anyone's love in real life, but I do have all of the people on this site. Why am I wanting to die when I finally have what I've wanted all along (sort of)?

Although, now I have to go try and get my job back. I also have this nasty rope burn on my neck. But I'll figure it out. Thanks for all the blessings and well-wishes. It really means the world to me.

TL/DR: I'm still here. Anchor pulled from the wall. Going to be sticking around for a bit.

We are here for you. If you want to talk, I am here for you. You can add me on discord