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Sharly

Grey mass
May 9, 2026
19
Good day,

I've been lurking on this website for some time, I'd say it's fair enough to say goodbye to all the kind souls who answered and reacted to my posts.
Some of them are no longer here but I still remember you.
The decision has been in the making for quite a while and today is the day, since SN is no longer a possibility, eight meters will have to do sadly.

I've had a great time reading your stories, good or bad, living or dead, and for that I thank you all.
This community helped me cling a bit longer, but the emptiness is now too overwhelming to go forward, and thus I intend to catch the bus.

SS, thank you for what you have been these last few month, for that I will spend my last hour or two with you.
 
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YourLocalEdgelord

YourLocalEdgelord

"You take my life, I fail to die"
Feb 3, 2026
211
Safe travels!!! <3

Edit: wait, 8 meters? You mean jumping? That's not nearly enough. You need waaay more like a 100 or so.
 
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YourLocalEdgelord

YourLocalEdgelord

"You take my life, I fail to die"
Feb 3, 2026
211
You don't know that. I don't wanna stop you, just find a higher spot PLEASE
 
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geepeedee

geepeedee

no future
Feb 24, 2026
349
seconding request for more thought put into jump. 8 meters isn't enough to guarantee CTB.
 
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Sharly

Grey mass
May 9, 2026
19
You don't know that. I don't wanna stop you, just find a higher spot PLEASE
Thanks for the worry but another spot is not really feasible where I live.
Worst case I don't die and become a cripple, which wouldn't change much to be honest hahaha.
 
YourLocalEdgelord

YourLocalEdgelord

"You take my life, I fail to die"
Feb 3, 2026
211
That's so sad. But please please please use a different method. Eight meters is NOTHING. Also, you could end up in the psych ward, which means more trauma.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,849

Yup, you are about to make the biggest mistake of your life. The above thread is from someone who CTB'd with SN a few months ago when doctors were saying they wanted to amputate her leg after her jump didn't work.
 
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