Venting my last attempt at living

[beachlifeindeath]

a week from now im going to try to convince my parents to let me to go on hormone replacement therapy to transition. im really hoping that theyll accept me. if not, im going to let myself spiral. i wont stop myself from relapsing. ill let my self harm takeover me. its a plus if it ends up killing me.

ive tried everything already(therapy, medication, etc.) and waiting to move out from my parents is not an option. i cant last another 4 years(im staying home for college). im tired of trying to get better. im tired of trying to change. im not strong enough to live this life.

i hope the next one is kinder.

 

[tinyghost]

i hope your parents accept you and allow you to start hrt. getting away from my parents and transitioning has definitely helped me in a lot of ways. its so twisted the view our society has on trans people. best of luck

 

[hunyen420]

I agree with tinyghost.
The best solution to that would be to distance yourself from your parents. If you are to start HRT, the best option would be is hiding it until you can move out.
Best of luck.