Im fed up

[Ben 111]

Life is so boring and overated...I WANT OUT
I think it's about time I try out my CO asphyxiation method im tired of living and I think this existential dread wont go away...id rather kill myself and get it over with

 

[GroundControl]

I feel you, Ben. CO is my method too, I've just been hesitant because of the sweltering heat outside lately. I wish you luck and peace, man.

 

[GodChallengesMe]

Heat is unbearable right now. It will take at least 3 months before ambient temperature becomes manageable and even then, it might not be enough for charcoal method till mid-late November.

I can barely function in high temperature, body sweats a lot, gasping for air, etc. I took shower two times today but still sweating and feel very uncomfortable. There's this one mosquito inside my room that flies by around my face, can't stand its terrible, annoying sound when it's closer to the ear.

I've got an idea regarding CO. I will post a thread explaining it and asking for thoughts.

 

[Ben 111]

Yeah that sound is so irritating

 

[GodChallengesMe]

Yeah that sound is so irritating

Mind you, a couple of days earlier mosquitoes invaded my living room and almost bitten me to death. Of course I'm exaggerating as it's impossible to die from a couple of bites but they made me so miserable that I wanted to CTB just because of the discomfort I was getting from nonstop and intense itching all over the body. Fuc* them.

 

[Ben 111]

Hahaha..i hope you don't get malaria, Mosquitoes are brutal parasites
Honestly thank you guys for being here for me I really enjoy interacting with you guys.
Who else feels like procreating new individuals in this realm is evil and should be banned

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand finding it torturous to suffer in this cruel, futile existence, all I want is to never suffer again, I hope you find the freedom you search for.