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Suicide Discussion

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BornToFail
Discussion How to accept the life I've been given
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10
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1K
MyLifeisHell
MyLifeisHell
Ambivalent1
How to stop viewing ctb as a tragedy and instead view it as a blessing in disguise?
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10
Views
747
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
redisblue
Venting Can't cope anymore
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15
Views
1K
redisblue
redisblue
imastain
i want to kill myself but im being held hostage by my parents
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1
Views
407
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CYP11B1
So much effort...
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5
Views
349
pokemonguy123
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Busridin'26
Venting Late night thoughts(more like attacks to the brain)
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4
Views
458
Huntfish34
Huntfish34
CarambaAlbum
Story The Annoying Liability
Replies
9
Views
939
yellowroses
yellowroses
BlueLight03
Venting Sad
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1
Views
363
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ringo99
Any place to buy genuine N in india?
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6
Views
806
rotciv
rotciv
sincerely dead
I found my childhood best friend's profile. She's passed on.
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2
Views
558
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Sweet Tart
Venting Just need to get this out
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1
Views
352
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
It Never Works
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0
Views
295
angelicisight
A
TheSpookyNameGuy
Discussion Depression since day 1 = One life utterly wasted..
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1
Views
317
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
W
Resource Documented hangings
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4
Views
959
WhirlingMind
W
S
Failed suicide attempt
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12
Views
2K
angelk
angelk
Ambivalent1
I read once about a man who was afraid to jump but when he did he felt euphoric. He survived the attempt. How common do you think that experience is?
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7
Views
525
SpiderLink
SpiderLink
J
Is SN still a viable method for those in the US?
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0
Views
319
JustWantOut500
J
generaltonight1709
Is this tent good for the charcoal method?
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1
Views
390
befree
befree
delusionalgirl
Story The one time my mom found out I tried to “off myself”
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0
Views
324
delusionalgirl
delusionalgirl
feder
Discussion Would you still feel the need to CTB if you had a purpose?
Replies
33
Views
2K
sincerely dead
sincerely dead
catastrophix
Venting i will never be happy. i want out.
Replies
4
Views
809
Elysion
Elysion
CrazyDiamond04
Venting Why do human teeth and stuff suck so much?
Replies
10
Views
806
suffernomore4
S
hhh_
Venting better off without me
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1
Views
377
Rack.-
Rack.-
Shirokuma
CTB SN Now
Replies
27
Views
1K
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
D
Fuck Prolifers
Replies
6
Views
830
sincerely dead
sincerely dead
T
Method CTB method without using rope and shallow water?
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2
Views
729
Taraxacum
T
S
I just lost the only source of joy in life.... i don't want to live anymore
Replies
26
Views
1K
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
spøgelse
Help CTB with only a belt?
Replies
4
Views
658
magician99
magician99
Aliceinborderline
Help I dont feel i have any alternatives anymore
Replies
10
Views
578
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
oh_no191
Help Should I leave a note?
Replies
9
Views
536
publicschoolgrad
P
iori
Venting i dont feel whole anymore
Replies
3
Views
807
Leeroy14R
Leeroy14R
GXMU
I want people to know I've killed myself
Replies
6
Views
1K
GXMU
GXMU
CTB Dream
Venting Species callous
Replies
3
Views
629
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
anklebiter
Dreading sleep
Replies
5
Views
983
anklebiter
anklebiter
Jumper Seoirse
Story Planning my funeral
Replies
9
Views
724
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
LadyAlastor
Story Somthing i wrote in my journal, thought i would share.
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0
Views
302
LadyAlastor
LadyAlastor
C
Failed attempt #2
Replies
3
Views
906
cat>.<
C
Knbmt
I am so angry that God is incompetent or unfair orrr not exist
Replies
3
Views
425
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
delusionalgirl
Venting Back after long absence
Replies
1
Views
373
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
I'm not even depressed
Replies
4
Views
366
Praestat_Mori
P
SmallRedHawk
Venting I feel so lonely, the only cure is to CTB
Replies
4
Views
512
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
EndJstifiesTheMeans
I can't..
Replies
7
Views
685
Praestat_Mori
P
Ambivalent1
Does it comfort you to know that when you die you aren't you anymore?
Replies
3
Views
454
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
O
Quite a day I've had, failing an attempt that is probably my last chance in a long time
Replies
8
Views
643
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
greyblue_bian
Discussion I'm happy with my life now
Replies
2
Views
447
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Ingestion of amyl nitrite for CTB?
Replies
5
Views
790
Jumper Seoirse
Jumper Seoirse
n4k1
lying and stealing
Replies
6
Views
672
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
animetal
Rat got into my SN
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6
Views
867
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Brokensoulwalking
Discussion What's your perfect scene of death?
Replies
24
Views
1K
anklebiter
anklebiter
love_peep
I hate myself and I don't know what to do
Replies
9
Views
923
love_peep
love_peep
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