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Suicide Discussion

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hiki-loser
Venting I always feel lonely and pathetic
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11
Views
994
katara
katara
iamalreadydead
Venting vent srry
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1
Views
355
ColdPhoenix
ColdPhoenix
FuneralCry
Venting Trying to stop suicide will always feel like something so wrong and harmful to me
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1
Views
433
ColdPhoenix
ColdPhoenix
E
Help I have 2 methods to ctb - welcomes all advice.
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12
Views
1K
ella
E
Yuppy$
Venting i feel pathetic
Replies
3
Views
630
ColdPhoenix
ColdPhoenix
M
  • Poll
Are you straight or LGBT?
Replies
110
Views
10K
NeedAnEscape
NeedAnEscape
CrazyDiamond04
Venting How pathetic is it to feel shown-up by literal elementary schoolers?
Replies
6
Views
958
ColdPhoenix
ColdPhoenix
S
Venting I feel pathetic for even wanting to CTB
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5
Views
467
ColdPhoenix
ColdPhoenix
laceandsilk
Venting I'm Falling Apart
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0
Views
317
laceandsilk
laceandsilk
Daxter_87
Venting Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
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5
Views
576
Hevn
H
Some place nice
Discussion Bloodletting
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12
Views
1K
letmegetout
L
Parsek
i feel like an alien
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12
Views
760
Parsek
Parsek
FluffyCat
Help Taking a correct dosage
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0
Views
412
FluffyCat
FluffyCat
Ashe
Story Maybe next time
Replies
0
Views
320
Ashe
Ashe
MenschenmĂĽhle
Story I have been expelled from a club in my uni
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8
Views
743
HuskyD'hiver
HuskyD'hiver
Mare Imbrium
Nicotine overdose
Replies
2
Views
511
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
I
Turn tracker off my phone
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13
Views
603
letmejoindeath
L
Tionally
Can I even CTB?
Replies
3
Views
560
Some place nice
Some place nice
Darkover
Why do you continue living when everything is meaningless?
Replies
26
Views
1K
Unending
U
Loserparasite
Venting The constant need to stay busy
Replies
1
Views
361
kaipuff
kaipuff
assisted
Help can anyone talk? not sure if i'm going to die
Replies
18
Views
1K
Enlighten
Enlighten
nyapoka
my friends suicide pact
Replies
1
Views
337
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
S
I desperately need someone to talk to
Replies
5
Views
449
Enlighten
Enlighten
lycheeginger
Venting Anyone else dealing with a failed attempt?
Replies
3
Views
481
kaipuff
kaipuff
RedHates
Things are starting to feel so pointless.
Replies
8
Views
506
Cloud Busting
Cloud Busting
busreservation92
How did he do this?
Replies
4
Views
724
busreservation92
busreservation92
wildflowers1996
anyone want to talk
Replies
5
Views
408
wildflowers1996
wildflowers1996
SinClaude
Discussion no idea why my last thread got delet but im going to ctb in 6 hours ina very gruesome due to my lack of method way come chat with me and give me tips.
Replies
20
Views
2K
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
Waiting for death
Is there any reason to keep myself living this bored and numb world?
Replies
3
Views
383
Waiting for death
Waiting for death
R
favorite CTB songs that aren't related to suicide?
Replies
2
Views
563
iDontKnowWhat
iDontKnowWhat
A
Help How long it take on average to bleed out?
Replies
4
Views
538
Altalune
Altalune
Busridin'26
Venting Wanting to CTB to this degree makes me feel sooo... detached?
Replies
4
Views
457
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
FallingIdeations
Venting Walking to my ctb location/ what your method to ctb, why?
Replies
3
Views
621
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
N
US Sodium Nitrite Sources?
Replies
2
Views
598
waRmblanket
waRmblanket
former forum user J
partial
Replies
4
Views
543
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
X
Discussion Your perfect CtB scenario. What would it be?
Replies
14
Views
596
LonelyKitten
LonelyKitten
iDontKnowWhat
Method A Good Method
Replies
1
Views
689
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
Liminal1
Start life anew
Replies
0
Views
250
Liminal1
Liminal1
razorblade
Discussion What dose it feel like to lose someone to CTB
Replies
4
Views
648
mob
mob
Tionally
Venting i can't stop feeling pathetic
Replies
2
Views
357
cardboard_house
cardboard_house
Specific_Milk
Venting Incoherent rambling
Replies
1
Views
500
cardboard_house
cardboard_house
Jealous Blackheart
Story How do you want to die?
Replies
39
Views
2K
BananiFatFat
BananiFatFat
meloncholied
Method Benadryl, TCA, benzos + more drug combo?
Replies
5
Views
709
meloncholied
meloncholied
filthystray
Venting So... Made a for real effort to ctb last night...
Replies
1
Views
617
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
Altalune
Discussion Do you ever think about the funeral?
Replies
7
Views
661
skewedpanic
S
I
Someone please help me
Replies
15
Views
571
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
EnnisTcc1
Can you ctb on Fluoxetine/Prozac? And if so, how many mg would you need?
Replies
8
Views
553
lycheeginger
lycheeginger
SpencerSees
Venting Born again christian against my will
Replies
2
Views
382
Worndown
Worndown
Darkover
What's the point of life?
Replies
11
Views
530
Dying Knight
Dying Knight
Anxieyote
Discussion Religion proves that many people anticipate and desire death.
Replies
3
Views
526
R_N
R_N
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