Help Teenager with no plan

[i wanna be a cat]

Im a Teenager, i have like 4 friends, i don't take drugs, i don't drink alcohol or go to any "parties". i barely leave my room or meet up with anyone in my free time.

i really want to ctb, but i know almost no methods and making research about anything related to ctb is hell, i genuinely don't know how you guys get all that info about various suicide methods, i cant find anything. so i just decided to ask here.

I wish i could do it by overdosing, seems like the easiest method but its not, not for me. i don't know any drug dealers nor do i have such money to buy drugs. i cant get my hands on benzos, opioids etc. i could try overdosing with DHC but im not sure if that would even kill me and how much i would need to take.
i wanted to ask for some tips, like a suicide method for which i don't need anything illegal or very expensive. if possible explaining the method would be appreciated. :)

i don't want to ctb by jumping or throwing myself under a train/truck or by hanging myself.

 

[𝑪𝒉𝒐𝒄𝒐𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒊𝒄]

inspired by 13 Reason Why (TV series)
wrist slitting seems to be worth a try
be careful to share your age here (just a suggestion)
i hope everything gets clearer for u and best wishes

 

[foxgirl]

Unlike the person above, I would NOT suggest cutting your wrists to CTB. It's very, very unlikely to kill you, and instead will be immensely painful.. No one here will tell you how you should kill yourself.

 

[paintedbutterfly676]

You have to be 18 to be on this site, and we can't recommend CTB or really ways to CTB when you are asking that generally. While a lot of people here are in the same boat as you, we're here mainly to support each other, but there are plenty of resources to pursue if you look for it. Though with your limitations I'm not so sure what's left

 

[Stinger4771]

I'm really sorry you've been made to feel like there's nothing left. Making meaningful relationships is fucking hard. I can't help but feel like you've got more left in you though. Planning for your life feels impossible, I myself am caught at a cross roads and i frequently am not sure if i ought to go on living. But dying is a last resort.

 

[i wanna be a cat]

You have to be 18 to be on this site, and we can't recommend CTB or really ways to CTB when you are asking that generally. While a lot of people here are in the same boat as you, we're here mainly to support each other, but there are plenty of resources to pursue if you look for it. Though with your limitations I'm not so sure what's left

i am over 18.
Just Thought the term Teenager counts ages 18 and 19 too, that's my bad

Unlike the person above, I would NOT suggest cutting your wrists to CTB. It's very, very unlikely to kill you, and instead will be immensely painful.. No one here will tell you how you should kill yourself.

but the problem is i don't even know any methods except for the popular ones, like hanging etc.
the only other method i know about is "night-night" method and im honestly not really convinced about it.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

If you are really over 18 , consider the message as not sent.

 

[Stinger4771]

You have four friends man. That's no mean feat. Do you get to see them in person often? Tell em you fcuking love them, cus how else are they gonna know?