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Bodydysmorphia34

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Oct 31, 2023
58
My bed is really the only place where I feel comfortable and safe. I'd love to stay here forever and die in it
 
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Hellish Ore

Hellish Ore

Mould on bread
Nov 5, 2023
82
I go to sleep as early as 9 pm sometimes. To think that one day all of this will be over.
 
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bessops1976

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Feb 1, 2023
60
I have been feeling the exact same way lately. I will take to it by 7pm and stay there for 12 hours if I can. I completely understand where you are coming from
 
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WAITING TO DIE

WAITING TO DIE

TORMENTED
Sep 30, 2023
1,539
Sleep is my only escape from this hellish existence.
I'm officially married to my bed now.
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,212
so jealous. i lost track of how long i've been up. at least 48 hrs. but i got some drinks. hopefully that'll knock me out. can't even describe how my eyes currently feel.
 
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ClownWorld2023

Arcanist
Sep 18, 2023
449
Sleeping is the one thing that never gets old.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,868
I certainly see sleeping as the best way to pass the time as it's the closest thing to not existing after all. But in my case no amount of temporary sleep could bring any relief as long as the chance of waking is always there. Only eternal sleep could bring true peace for me as one cannot suffer from an eternal and dreamless sleep but the way that you feel really is understandable.
 
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Oobaar

Oobaar

Member
Nov 5, 2023
13
I sometimes have no sleep in 2 days, sleep during the day and not in the night or sleep for 12+ hours.
I really love sleeping, but maybe i feel tired all the time because i have bad sleep shedule.
 
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Nlis2244

Nlis2244

Forever alone
May 13, 2022
132
Me too, I wish so much that I could pass all my time sleeping...
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
965
Am struggling with my sleep but know what you mean, of course, and totally agree. It's worth cherishing.

Am not totally convinced that death really is eternal or that nothiness provides peace, so my ideal death would be just floating through space in a hypersleep chamber, basically a floating bed like in the Alien movies, and just sleep for millions of years, occasionally taking a look at the sights, then turning to the other side and dozing off again.
 
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WeDontKnowTheFuture

WeDontKnowTheFuture

Student
Feb 3, 2023
153
Yes, strangely all my problems seem fixed when i dream and i can experience some great feeling of joy, fulfilment, interest ( sometime nightmare but even these are better to live that my existence ).
This is my last comfortable zone.
 
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nopointinlivingg

Member
Jul 13, 2022
69
Sleep forever is definitely the goal.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
My bed is really the only place where I feel comfortable and safe. I'd love to stay here forever and die in it
Same. I wish I could fall asleep forever and never wake up again. I think I use sleeping and dreaming as a form of escapism. Sometimes I spend my whole days sleeping because I don't want to get up and face reality/the world.
 
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tiger b

tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
1,236
My dreams are pretty good quality at the moment. After months of nightmares I'm actually enjoying them.

Definitely avoiding a few real-life issues though...
 
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Sarros

Sarros

Student
Sep 2, 2021
113
Sleep is great. The mini-death. I love curling up in my blankets and body pillows. Listening to ASMR videos.
For some reason though, the past two years, I wake up with sore shoulders. I think I forgot how to sleep on my side or something.
 
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Bodydysmorphia34

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Oct 31, 2023
58
Sleep is great. The mini-death. I love curling up in my blankets and body pillows. Listening to ASMR videos.
For some reason though, the past two years, I wake up with sore shoulders. I think I forgot how to sleep on my side or something.

I like your description "mini death", I just love the feeling of falling asleep and feeling unconscious
 
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Raindancer

Raindancer

Specialist
Nov 4, 2023
323
I have never slept very well, but the other night was one of those rare(for me)times when I was curled up in bed with my sweet girl beside me, all comfy and warm, and I was so comfortable and able to relax. I am usually anxious so I didn't want to move and lose that feeling. If I do fall asleep it is always interrupted and very light.
 
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ClownWorld2023

Arcanist
Sep 18, 2023
449
I like your description "mini death", I just love the feeling of falling asleep and feeling unconscious

I too wonder what the exact relationship is between the normal sleep and death.

There must be some deep intricate meaning behind it, but I think understanding it is out of reach for humanity for the time being.
 
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Tobacco

Tobacco

Efilist. Possible promortalist.
Jan 14, 2023
196
I stay in bed for around 14 hours a day I think. I can sleep from 10 to 12 hours. I for sure can't take too much of this world at a time, so I need to reset my stress level by being unconciouss.
 
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scattymessyhuman

Member
Nov 5, 2023
28
My bed is really the only place where I feel comfortable and safe. I'd love to stay here forever and die in it
Me too. I didn't nap during the day until a couple of years ago. Only thing that keeps me going now.
 
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lemonheads

Member
Nov 24, 2023
12
Man I wish I had this problem, I'm the opposite where sleeping makes me so uncomfortable. I try to only sleep during the day or when other people are around because that's when I feel safest. I have many nightmares. I also used to have control over my dreams, not much, but now it's a big chance I either have a nightmare or something entirely random that makes me uncomfortable. Now I can barely think about things that would help me sleep other than embracing total nothingness.
 
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HouseofMortok

Student
Jul 1, 2023
140
Man I wish I had this problem, I'm the opposite where sleeping makes me so uncomfortable. I try to only sleep during the day or when other people are around because that's when I feel safest. I have many nightmares. I also used to have control over my dreams, not much, but now it's a big chance I either have a nightmare or something entirely random that makes me uncomfortable. Now I can barely think about things that would help me sleep other than embracing total nothingness.
If you take up cannabis regulary, it may stop dreams altogether.
 
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lemonheads

Member
Nov 24, 2023
12
If you take up cannabis regulary, it may stop dreams altogether.
Ah, I've been high several times and I've had some bad trips. For me it worsens my anxiety, so I like distracting myself until I'm either too tired or bored to do anything.
 

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