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The Silly Sluggy

The Silly Sluggy

Nobody to anybody.
Nov 18, 2023
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What do you need? I'm here for you!
Oh, wait I'm an idiot... anyways, hi! If you wanna chat with me, I'm most of the time available! Here's hoping that your path continues smoothly
 
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ropearoundatree

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Nov 9, 2023
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Here for you, too!
 
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Aim

Aim

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Sep 12, 2023
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What can i do for you that can help you? Feel free to chat up here or in privat!
 
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ve.nin

ve.nin

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I'm feeling desperate as fuck………
 
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hi-okbye

hi-okbye

7.7.2023<3
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we're here for you! if you want to chat just pm me, or you can message here.
 
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ve.nin

ve.nin

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What do you need? I'm here for you!
Oh, wait I'm an idiot... anyways, hi! If you wanna chat with me, I'm most of the time available! Here's hoping that your path continues smoothly
I'm also a moron so that makes two of us❤🫂
 
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ve.nin

ve.nin

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I can't chat rn
 
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ve.nin

ve.nin

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Just some hugs and some kind words would be great right now….
I absolutely can't stand living anymore but I can't die either…. I am such a fucking messss
Probably in a day I'll just slit my carotyd
That's the emergency brake for me, so
 
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hi-okbye

hi-okbye

7.7.2023<3
May 5, 2023
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Just some hugs and some kind words would be great right now….
(obviously), i can't give you a physical hug right now, but i'm sending some virtual ones. i hope your doing okay op, i see the struggle you going through and understand how tough it can be. feeling change, all the time. so no matter what, at some point, whatever your feeling right now will change. do you need a distraction? what's your favirote animal? living can diffidently be tough sometimes, and it can be unfair. i'm sorry for whatever your going through but just know your a brave person.
sending much love.. and hugs ❤️
Just some hugs and some kind words would be great right now….
I absolutely can't stand living anymore but I can't die either…. I am such a fucking messss
Probably in a day I'll just slit my carotyd
That's the emergency brake for me, so
i understand that feeling so so much. just being stuck in that in between. while yes it's nice to have that emergency way, i recommend you think about whatever method you choose before you do it. the worst would be surviving through it. feeling like a mess.. yes, just the feeling of knowing you have one last step to take, but your not taking it. so instead your just messily dragging through the days, hoping to get somewhere someday. i see you ve.nin, i hope your able to find some peace, wherever that would be, and we're here for you.
 
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The Silly Sluggy

The Silly Sluggy

Nobody to anybody.
Nov 18, 2023
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Just some hugs and some kind words would be great right now….
I absolutely can't stand living anymore but I can't die either…. I am such a fucking messss
Probably in a day I'll just slit my carotyd
That's the emergency brake for me, so
It's gonna be okay, time moves forward and things like this will pass. You'll feel awful now, but later it'll be different. Just take deep breaths and drink some water to stimulate your body for a moment...
 
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justcallmeJ

justcallmeJ

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Nov 9, 2023
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I hope you find peace and happiness in any way Venin. You have done a lot for the SS community, Im proud of you.
 
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Kit1

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Oct 24, 2023
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Venin, what is happening with you now? How are you feeling? Is it a good time to try some grounding techniques or are you not up to it?

I am fairly new here, but have seen your messages and how you have been really trying. I am so sorry that you are having a really really bad time and if there is one thing I can guarantee you right now - those of us who are on this chat right now are thinking of you, wishing you the best and really hoping that you get through this period.

Please keep writting to us and feel free to pm as well. Thinking of you and sending you lots of love.
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies.
Apr 25, 2023
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I'm feeling desperate as fuck………
I feel you, that is really sucks, being forced to exist in this shit is nightmare, I'm so sorry, if i just have the power and capacity to help u bu unfortunately I'm fucking useless!
 
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dreamingofrest

dreamingofrest

so, so tired
Nov 7, 2023
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I'm praying for some relief for you, and that you're able to get the support you're asking for. Sending virtual hugs your way <3
 
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reallysleepy

reallysleepy

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Oct 25, 2023
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Hey venin, I'm really sorry you are feeling this way. You don't deserve this at all, you deserve the peace your are looking for. I do believe everything will be ok for you one way on another.
You can always chat with me and you can always talk in the general chat and we for sure will be there for you
 
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vanilladust

vanilladust

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Nov 22, 2023
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Just some hugs and some kind words would be great right now….
I absolutely can't stand living anymore but I can't die either…. I am such a fucking messss
Probably in a day I'll just slit my carotyd
That's the emergency brake for me, so
Sending you hugs. You are not alone. I've seen you a couple times online and wanted to introduce myself. I love ur prof pic. If you ever need to talk to Somebody im here. Holidays are the worst.
 
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ve.nin

ve.nin

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Nov 17, 2023
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Sending you hugs. You are not alone. I've seen you a couple times online and wanted to introduce myself. I love ur prof pic. If you ever need to talk to Somebody im here. Holidays are the worst.
🫂🤍❤️💀
 
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Life Is My Coffin

Life Is My Coffin

One final action ⚰️⚰️⚰️
Oct 13, 2023
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Been away from this site but just logged back in today, glad to see you didn't end your whole shit.
 
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Life Is My Coffin

Life Is My Coffin

One final action ⚰️⚰️⚰️
Oct 13, 2023
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I'm gonna. Fuck this shit man 🫂
Yeah I was feeling like you beginning of this year. it's not totally better for me now but it's somewhat tolerable these days. Just keep in mind it's not always so awful forever, maybe it wont turn around a complete 180 in a few months but it can prob improve over time.

I would hang on at least til next year so family can at least have you around for Christmas
 
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livinginhellnation

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Nov 19, 2023
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There's only one way out …
 
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HD72

HD72

Humpty Dumpty had a great fall
Sep 10, 2023
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Sad Best Friends GIF by Lisa Vertudaches
 
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ve.nin

ve.nin

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Yeah I was feeling like you beginning of this year. it's not totally better for me now but it's somewhat tolerable these days. Just keep in mind it's not always so awful forever, maybe it wont turn around a complete 180 in a few months but it can prob improve over time.

I would hang on at least til next year so family can at least have you around for Christma

I feel you, that is really sucks, being forced to exist in this shit is nightmare, I'm so sorry, if i just have the power and capacity to help u bu unfortunately I'm fucking useless!
🫂🫂🫂🫂
I hope you find peace and happiness in any way Venin. You have done a lot for the SS community, Im proud of you.
Ty🫂🫂🫂
 
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deadbody

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Oct 24, 2023
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Hello! Hope I'm not too late. I'm here for you, send you hugs and my moral support. <3
 
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