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Suicide Discussion

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gonegirl1
What’s your experience with telling friends you’re suicidal?
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46
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2K
hetwordtmeteveel
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singularity3
Help Can alcohol and drugs help against the SI?
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7
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895
Bee2023
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ddn.ctb
Tell me one good reason why it’s good to kill your self?
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38
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1K
LilaMond
LilaMond
Wyldfyre4948
Feeling a breakdown coming
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0
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274
Wyldfyre4948
Wyldfyre4948
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Please help someone with Survival Instinct on Jumping
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5
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807
Bee2023
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Does anyone else think that when you ctb people close to you will feel relief?
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24
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1K
notevenhere
notevenhere
sweetgirl666
Story I finally managed to get in here and tell someone without judgement.
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4
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572
nptg5
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azukigirl
Venting i'm a loser
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2
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453
ADeadBunny
ADeadBunny
tinyghost
sn, hanging, od or jump
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6
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620
lovelovebone
lovelovebone
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Story Numb and contemplating
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11
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740
sleepyhollow
sleepyhollow
mind_split
PPeH - ONLINE VERSION
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1
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410
FlyAwayHoney
FlyAwayHoney
mertvets
Do you still keep track of the day of the week?
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8
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485
stxrdustprincex
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W
Why do people jump into a deep river?
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1
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596
ADeadBunny
ADeadBunny
obei
Help I am spoiled and I hate myself bcs of that
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2
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352
obei
obei
UnforgivenAttrition
Venting I hate living with High Functioning Autism and just want to CTB.
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12
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1K
Silver
Silver
kilowatt
Discussion This is your last day. Who's the last person you speak to before you CTB?
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39
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2K
Ranni
Ranni
K
About Moonicide
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1
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838
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
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Where to find SN in South Korea
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0
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323
wieu73
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plan c
Is it just me, or did this forum corrupt slightly from what it was
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16
Views
934
BlockHammer
BlockHammer
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SN from M store legit?
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15
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1K
motherland
motherland
Smother
Do I belong here?
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5
Views
426
Life'sA6itch
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S
Telling a childhood bully suicide plans
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1
Views
382
Blurry_Buildings
Blurry_Buildings
hi-okbye
holiday plans
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0
Views
310
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
Suicune
Looking for support and thoughts on my plan
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5
Views
685
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
Meditation guide
How much information can we give before it crosses the line?
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5
Views
555
HypoxicHeaven
HypoxicHeaven
loverula
Help can i ctb with 66mg of oxy if i have 0 tolerance, am 5’3 and weigh 129lbs?
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3
Views
451
HypoxicHeaven
HypoxicHeaven
degreesoflewdity
coward
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7
Views
502
annxietty
annxietty
Renv1o_
NSFW sex as self harm
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14
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2K
Renv1o_
Renv1o_
Neogoloid
Since no one else has anymore method help to give me, guess I’ll be attempting soon
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5
Views
514
Lookoutbelow
Lookoutbelow
wisp
Help SN buy in Italy
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2
Views
440
Lost cherry
Lost cherry
asleep00
Feeling guilty towards therapist - what to do?
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17
Views
928
asleep00
asleep00
tinyghost
Help how to get psych to prescribe benzos?
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3
Views
489
tinyghost
tinyghost
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I'll probably do it today.
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23
Views
857
lunchbox
lunchbox
degreesoflewdity
Method no longer happy what can i do?
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2
Views
603
degreesoflewdity
degreesoflewdity
zeldalover
I’ve done a kind of something
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9
Views
654
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
DyingToDie123
Venting Aborted inert gas attempt, fuck SI
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22
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1K
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
C
Help Mourning myself
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2
Views
442
Cheffo
C
FuneralCry
Venting It’s so horrible how people have to struggle so much to leave this existence on their own terms
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1
Views
351
wilbursoot6969
wilbursoot6969
X
Anyone from the Netherlands?
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8
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1K
FieCher
FieCher
DutchAnoniem
The netherlands
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5
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1K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
travelnoon
Venting at an odd place in life
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0
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298
travelnoon
travelnoon
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Methotrexate
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0
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266
Lostalongtheway
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Hellish Ore
Discussion People leave
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5
Views
461
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SanguineShark
Discussion Looking for sad songs about ctb
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0
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268
SanguineShark
SanguineShark
Oneness
Venting I feel like the world is squeezing the joy out of me
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3
Views
492
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
TheDog_
Pain
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1
Views
332
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Some place nice
Venting Just floating
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0
Views
283
Some place nice
Some place nice
That one weird girl
Venting It's all the same, everyday
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5
Views
419
avoid_slow_death
avoid_slow_death
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Can somebody remind me how many teaspoons 25 grams of SN is?
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5
Views
447
searchingforpeace
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LonelyStarrySky
Venting I can't handle touch deprivation anymore
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7
Views
506
DeadHead
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