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Suicide Discussion

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TheSource
Discussion What's the last thing you want to enjoy before you ctb?
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32
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1K
Someday_Somehow32
Someday_Somehow32
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  • Poll
Are you planning to kill yourself?
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37
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2K
Someday_Somehow32
Someday_Somehow32
noatacanti2020
Venting Job hunting is driving me crazy
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4
Views
647
sserafim
sserafim
Boudika
Discussion How did your family and friends treat you after your suicide attempt?
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17
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1K
Someday_Somehow32
Someday_Somehow32
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In which countries N is sold?
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3
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600
Ernest1964
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Sunoo
How do you cope??
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27
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646
sserafim
sserafim
Volatile
Have you thought of pulling a heist or something before ctb?
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23
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3K
Someday_Somehow32
Someday_Somehow32
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Anyone know anything about guns?
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11
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934
thetrout
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TheLakesKrueguer
I started to cut my arms...
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8
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887
gardenfairy
gardenfairy
ppie41
Ghost
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1
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348
sserafim
sserafim
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Is happyness a curse.
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15
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741
sserafim
sserafim
wiinterfrost
Story a small snippet of my story...
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0
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355
wiinterfrost
wiinterfrost
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Ambivalence/coping with ambivalence
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0
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290
Lostalongtheway
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D
Method propranolol overdose
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5
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667
haibane
haibane
jussrav
Please
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1
Views
444
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
C
Some general questions for CTBing
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1
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327
ClownWorld2023
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CTB Fella
I just set my FB account up for deletion: Seeing too many people all happy just makes me want to cry. Do you ever feel like that?
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39
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1K
haibane
haibane
O
Venting I don't feel human.
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4
Views
653
obsoletewreck
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mckk
BF wont let me commit
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6
Views
808
MrThe
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pfuxx1
Method Guns guns guns guns (US)
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1
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600
rollingthunder
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Method Anyone know anything about Sodium Selenite?
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2
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578
jwordz
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A
I am doing the right thing?
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4
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570
ammath
A
SolomonKado
Discussion Hospital after CTB
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5
Views
517
alterationitfinds
A
Busridin'26
Venting I can't take this anymore 😭😭😭
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0
Views
321
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
StressedRedhead23
CO Method - Final Decision
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4
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1K
sash
sash
FacePALM
Carotid artery
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1
Views
400
alterationitfinds
A
R
preparations for after ctb
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3
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389
Lys_C15H25N3O_d3
Lys_C15H25N3O_d3
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BPD is ruining my life
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37
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2K
Bruce
Bruce
C
Help Painless methods if N and SN are not available in my country?
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8
Views
676
cosnidering_ctb
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LonelyKitten
Method Night-night spot found, combine with other methods?
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0
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655
LonelyKitten
LonelyKitten
inanotherlife
At the end of the day, people hurt themselves. not you
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1
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333
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
wristcutangel
Venting back
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3
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391
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
A scary thought
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15
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877
MrThe
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antilife
Going to psych ward, still planning ctb
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2
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420
LonelyKitten
LonelyKitten
höstdepressioner
Venting People caring hurts
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13
Views
728
brokeandbroken
B
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Medicine to relax in SN method
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5
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489
ToTheTwillight
ToTheTwillight
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Partial Suspension Began To Fail For No Apparent Reason
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7
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1K
avaruus
avaruus
Busridin'26
When people don't take you seriously bc of chronic struggles.
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0
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293
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
R
Nobody seems to even try
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12
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1K
sash
sash
aroll
Help Might have found SN
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4
Views
585
aroll
aroll
S
Story sorry, mom, i don't deserve you
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0
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451
skittle-chan
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TAW122
Existentialgoof’s response with regards to psychiatry and mental illness is spot on
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1
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478
real human being
real human being
playd3ad.
Discussion [nonhuman] is anyone else suicidal for species reasons?
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24
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1K
kilowatt
kilowatt
Cr1ym
Inquiry regarding SN Source
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1
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296
alterationitfinds
A
T
Discussion Life is eternal, death is temporary?
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16
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1K
Death is beautiful
Death is beautiful
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Help herbcide fatal dose
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2
Views
441
hama.kili.hama
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purple417
Venting i think i might cbt soon
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17
Views
847
Zaphkiel
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wasteandvoid
Venting I am in so much pain
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5
Views
391
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
dazed_dreamer
Can't Cry
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1
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296
Enlighten
Enlighten
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After suicide arrangement??
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5
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829
cartdog
cartdog
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