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underscore_nine

underscore_nine

the sweet release
Feb 17, 2023
153
i've been planning my sui the last few days, getting things ready, trying to ensure this is the time and something amazing out of the blue happened. I still really want to die but im not sure now, i know this thing won't change my life and make it better permanently however for the next few weeks things will be happier most certainly, I don't want to get better and now im in a position where so much good is happening. I'm just hoping things go horribly wrong so I can die in peace. I'm torn between eternal rest or temporary comfort
 
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breezeboy

breezeboy

To infinity and beyond
Dec 8, 2023
405
I say enjoy the happiness while it lasts. Having set the timeframe for my ctb I've been trying to find enjoyment my last few months anyway I can.

It's okay to want to live and it's okay to want to die.

I hope things become clear for you