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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮
Help Pills
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4
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394
𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮
𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮
FuneralCry
Venting Suicide feels like the only rational thing to wish for.
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3
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555
Pluto
Pluto
D
I wanted a different life
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16
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792
jussrav
jussrav
abcz
Location
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6
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422
Sagew0789
Sagew0789
Lost_my_soul
Just wanted to know
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18
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555
jussrav
jussrav
Bobert_Beniro
Method Opiate OD
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35
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4K
avaruus
avaruus
Mea Culpa
Method Trazodone and Alcohol, would this have worked if I attempted?
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5
Views
962
Mea Culpa
Mea Culpa
chuerdhmproton
Need some kind words to comfort me for my CTB
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7
Views
672
リンさん
リンさん
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Discussion Is anyone else overly emotionally sensitive?
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18
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678
Sans
Sans
MeltingBrain
Discussion Self isolation: Tips and tricks ?
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8
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517
Talles
Talles
generaltonight1709
Is my plan going to work?
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25
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2K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
sserafim
I’m the least successful person I know
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30
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1K
Hystearical
Hystearical
Springore
Venting Anyone know how to use a GPS without letting someone else track my location?
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6
Views
430
SVEN
SVEN
B
Venting It feels as if life keeps pushing back against anything I do
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0
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260
Bybye
B
FuneralCry
Venting Do you find the thought of being dead for all eternity to be comforting?
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7
Views
459
annointed_towers
annointed_towers
dmdmdm
Venting Forcing myself to CTB
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6
Views
614
roxx
roxx
seho_j
Breaking up
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3
Views
350
outlook56
outlook56
loterius
Wishes to do before you end yourself
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42
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1K
Darkover
Darkover
dmdmdm
Method Hyperventilate passing out
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6
Views
1K
dmdmdm
dmdmdm
sillyygirl
what is the most effective way to ctb?
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11
Views
865
sillyygirl
sillyygirl
Zaragoza
Venting Is there an escape?
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1
Views
444
EternalShore
EternalShore
obei
Discussion Why the hell do my benzos not work anymore
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8
Views
478
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Method Practiced hanging a couple minutes ago
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13
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1K
Lys_C15H25N3O_d3
Lys_C15H25N3O_d3
夜
Method Is flunitrazepam od effective for ctb?
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2
Views
463
Darkover
Darkover
S
Anyone know about wolfsbane/nightshade?
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7
Views
550
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
A
Venting It's finally coming to a closure
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4
Views
470
Miss Anthropy
Miss Anthropy
リンさん
Venting I’m so, so tired constantly and people just don’t get it
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5
Views
392
Old Friend
Old Friend
bubblingwaterz
Help Writing this on a dark bathroom floor
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14
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1K
Archness
Archness
FuneralCry
Venting Do you also hate it when people speak about existence in a more positive way?
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18
Views
934
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Theforeverblind
I hate myself so much that i dont deserve ctb
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3
Views
334
ohmbasa
O
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Discussion Scared of the hereafter + other thoughts
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4
Views
484
リンさん
リンさん
lwlaiet8887
Discussion Who else has made peace with their death?
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5
Views
587
PracheenKaal_00!
P
Suicidal Ideation
Venting why does every once important person in my life destroy me?
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6
Views
623
HAL 9000
HAL 9000
S
Want to die most of the time, but sometimes i feel alright.
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5
Views
378
manuel1056x
M
coinlockerbaby
  • Question
Help What is actually wrong with self harm?
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3
Views
445
passivethought121
passivethought121
R_N
The end is nigh
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18
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2K
voyager
voyager
alivefornow
Discussing suicidality with others
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7
Views
394
R.F.
R.F.
E
Supportive Organisations/Charities?
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2
Views
412
experimentee
E
A
Am I just a coward?
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3
Views
331
Ampersand713
A
platypusfan
The loneliness will kill me
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8
Views
756
bluebus
B
Is0lated
Discussion What are you gonna do before you CTB?
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5
Views
339
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
V
recently abandoned and suicidal
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10
Views
744
Baldwin IV
Baldwin IV
Is0lated
Is double suicide allowed?
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4
Views
578
Is0lated
Is0lated
MatrixPrisoner
Less SI or Stronger Will Power?
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6
Views
365
Dying Knight
Dying Knight
O
Kenneth Law of EscMode is charged with 12 additional counts, one person who CTB'ed was only 16
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8
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1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
sussybaka
Help Height for jumping?
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1
Views
639
bluebus
B
E
Venting Why even try anymore
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1
Views
367
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Innereye
Venting Holding myself back from contacting friends
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3
Views
380
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ikadasui
Opened my rent portal to see an extra 80 dollar charge
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2
Views
394
Worndown
Worndown
bre_ad4leo
Method hey im back
Replies
5
Views
940
MatthieuFrederickW
MatthieuFrederickW
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