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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Disabled. Hard talk, don't argue, make fun, etc
Sep 17, 2022
2,107
Ppl keep ask say wat hpn me no tell wat rsen tell othre ppl no undrstd any wat resn tell ppl meno trst etc ,ya tell u me say injury damage come nobod care wat resn tell u v cmplx v prvt thing, see many awfl ppl hars me try say any q, ppl no undrstd me die say injury damage nobod come ,ppl no undrstd have norm brsin impsbl know any, this ppl not know wat mean unvrs flow not know any this wrld, if me able me tell but this no able ppl no undrstd, wat me get tell othre? 0. No rmv injury damage no time travle no any, add that vulne cm atk hars me.
ppl also no undrstd wat mean unq cndtn unq injury damage, ppl no undrstd this posbl get thing only 1 prsn get all wrld cuz unq unvrs flow diff, yea thus truth life scary, unq v rare but hpn. This not even say autism etc unq even bfr injury damage. Yea, if unvrs timeln diff even 0.01% this injury damage no hpn

@Dot ppl no undrstd wat mean unq, wat mean diff v prvt v cmplx, ppl think cndtn mean simil othre hpn, this wrng, v posbl prsn get unq sffr, can
can expln
 
LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,703
Ppl keep ask say wat hpn me no tell wat rsen tell othre ppl no undrstd any wat resn tell ppl meno trst etc ,ya tell u me say injury damage come nobod care wat resn tell u v cmplx v prvt thing, see many awfl ppl hars me try say any q, ppl no undrstd me die say injury damage nobod come ,ppl no undrstd have norm brsin impsbl know any, this ppl not know wat mean unvrs flow not know any this wrld, if me able me tell but this no able ppl no undrstd, wat me get tell othre? 0.
I'm so sorry people don't understand when their questions are too personal or rude. And I'm no exception - I'm sorry if I've ever asked you inappropriate questions, or made rude remarks.

I believe we should try to understand you - we have search feature on this website and can search your past posts.
Truly compassionate people will do their part.
(I think it's okay to look for your past posts, because this is a public forum and mods recommend the use of this feature. Please let me know if you're uncomfortable with it.)

@Dot ppl no undrstd wat mean unq, wat mean diff v prvt v cmplx, ppl think cndtn mean simil othre hpn, this wrng, v posbl prsn get unq sffr, can
can expln
(Sorry I'm not Dot)
You said your condition is very unique and only you're suffering from it on the earth.
And you said it's hopeless. It's very understandable because modern medicine heavily relies on statistics, which is incompatible with very unique conditions. Doctors need a lot of patients who exhibit similar symptoms in order to prove a treatment is effective.

You said you have only two options: CTB or time travel - this is really heartbreaking, because I somewhat agree with you... I can't sugar-coat my words... It seems to be genuinely hopeless. I'm so sorry.

(If I'm misunderstanding your words please kindly let me know 🙏)
 
ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
559
I'm so sorry you're going through this much pain, I can't imagine what it must feel like...
I read some of your other posts and, even though I didn't understand everything, it touched me. I really wish I could take all that pain away from you, it must be so isolating to have such a unique illness. No one deserves that.

You sound like a lovely person, I wish you all but good things in your life. I know you said it's hopeless, and I believe that, but I can't help myself but feel a bit of hope for you...

Huge hugs 🫂🫂🫂
 

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