Venting Useless

[prettycvnt]

I'm completely and utterly useless. Just leeching of my family, all of whom work really hard to keep us afloat. I can't keep a job yet my mother lately has been working 7 days a week at 2 different jobs. My father recently stopped working (due to issues i cannot say here) and now it'll be much harder for us to make the rent. Even though I definitely want to CTB I wish I had jt in me to actually help my family out instead of whining about it on the internet. And yes, I've tried 3 times to have a job, lasted a month at each. Idk what my issue is. I really wish I could disappear from everyone's lives to make things easier from them. I'm also a coward. Waiting to find sources so I can ctb peacefully when I know that's not what I deserve.

 

[lightnings]

Sometimes life could be really ungreateful for some of us apparently, wishing you luck

 

[prettycvnt]

Sometimes life could be really ungreateful for some of us apparently, wishing you luck

Thank you

 

[IWishToDie]

I'm completely and utterly useless. Just leeching of my family, all of whom work really hard to keep us afloat. I can't keep a job yet my mother lately has been working 7 days a week at 2 different jobs. My father recently stopped working (due to issues i cannot say here) and now it'll be much harder for us to make the rent. Even though I definitely want to CTB I wish I had jt in me to actually help my family out instead of whining about it on the internet. And yes, I've tried 3 times to have a job, lasted a month at each. Idk what my issue is. I really wish I could disappear from everyone's lives to make things easier from them. I'm also a coward. Waiting to find sources so I can ctb peacefully when I know that's not what I deserve.

Have you considered doordash? Seems pretty chill

 

[prettycvnt]

Have you considered doordash? Seems pretty chill

I don't have a license or a car.