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Suicide Discussion

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CTB Fella
I'm thinking of cutting myself up, to punish myself, and to see how much pain I can take.
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0
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364
CTB Fella
CTB Fella
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can i measure SN in one of those?
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11
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586
Ash
Ash
KillingPain267
Method Ctb by huffing inhalants?
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2
Views
720
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
why am i alive?
Full or partial suspention?
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2
Views
475
cait_sith
cait_sith
FuneralCry
Venting Death is the only peace from this cruel existence and cruel human species
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1
Views
448
Worndown
Worndown
ThinkingOutLoud
Venting It's been a year, and I'm still here.
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6
Views
567
Dark Window
Dark Window
xxRoro
What do your parents say when they find out you tried ctb
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18
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923
mellie5
M
A
Venting I am a coward
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3
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415
Coconut blue
Coconut blue
marabellasol
Do you ever have periods where you feel normal? Or even happy
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26
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767
thebelljarrr
thebelljarrr
C
  • Question
sn and charcoal
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3
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418
calculusmaster
C
Ambivalent1
Why is death viewed as sad?
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12
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632
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
Gone soon
Aiming point for gunshot
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0
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309
Gone soon
Gone soon
WearyWanderer
This isn't humanly physically possible anymore. Please help me 😭🙏🏼 (rational, deformed from Spina Bifida)
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6
Views
718
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
I
Discussion antipsychotics have ruined me
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11
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926
Dark Window
Dark Window
T
I have mentally and emotionally checked out
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9
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938
Dark Window
Dark Window
H
Discussion Booze for courage
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2
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326
HoFFnaRR
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FuneralCry
Venting Something as dreadful as existing will always be completely hopeless
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1
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414
karmaisabitch
karmaisabitch
heavyeyes
Venting Getting older and living a long life doesn't seem like a privilege at all
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18
Views
1K
Throwawayacc3
Throwawayacc3
fsociety
I can’t take this anymore…
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4
Views
404
blackwave
B
Mayonaise
Resource [SN] Antacids/Acid Reducers Compendium
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8
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3K
Onelegman
Onelegman
Dark Window
  • Poll
Discussion What is worse, traumatizing family or traumatizing a stranger?
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28
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1K
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
Defenestration
I admire people who have committed suicid
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24
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2K
AdamOndiAhman
AdamOndiAhman
G
  • Question
Help How to commit suicide without it looking like a suicide?
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20
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2K
world is unfair
W
R
Anti-emetics prevent vomiting when using carbon monoxide method?
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0
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383
Rose57
R
shotgun
hospitalisation makes me want to get worse
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0
Views
337
shotgun
shotgun
R
What happened to partners megathread?
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2
Views
374
Praestat_Mori
P
notprettyenough
  • Question
Method What do we think of this combination?
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1
Views
534
Praestat_Mori
P
ShinyScissors
  • Question
Help Ctb as a passenger first class?
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11
Views
842
ShinyScissors
ShinyScissors
Gone soon
German speaking people here?
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5
Views
419
Gone soon
Gone soon
M
My family love me to much to let me die.
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3
Views
343
M48 Patton
M
Davey36000
If world is paradise, do you still want to ctb?
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41
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2K
Praestat_Mori
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Ambivalent1
Ativan and jumping?
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0
Views
247
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
doctordetritus
location, location, location
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0
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406
doctordetritus
doctordetritus
P
  • Question
Rank rope types for partial hanging (generally)
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4
Views
945
rozeske
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mistymoo
Venting I was begging my mom earlier to take me to the phyc ward but she refuses. Tonight might very well be the night i end it
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15
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1K
jajajamielee
jajajamielee
progressingdeath
Venting My life is finally falling apart
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5
Views
796
SMmetalhead36
S
Beyond_Repair
What happens to the stuff that is with you if you CTB away from home?
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9
Views
621
Beyond_Repair
Beyond_Repair
wistfulness
Was this SA? Am I partly to blame? (REPOST)
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1
Views
382
anon7245
anon7245
C
Anyone going through something similar ?
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3
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437
Nothing87
Nothing87
Timothy7dff
SI and Prayer
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2
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438
Raindancer
Raindancer
EternalSummer
What should I say to a doctor to get myself some benzos ? ( SN method)
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11
Views
759
LaughingGoat
L
S
Need Input About Working on Setup in Climate Controlled Storage Unit
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3
Views
439
SeekingPeace164
SeekingPeace164
C
Should I or not?
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1
Views
339
Hystearical
Hystearical
xo_bunni
Venting i suck at relationships
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2
Views
571
Maggiemags
Maggiemags
Willowherb
Venting I’m getting frustrated
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4
Views
521
Willowherb
Willowherb
dumblosergirl
Venting Having SN is a relief but taking any action is the hard part
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2
Views
451
Unknown21
Unknown21
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Indian pharmacy that supplies meto
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2
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478
abchia
abchia
fsociety
Do I really have to CTB?
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17
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1K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
  • Question
When should you have ctb?
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51
Views
2K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
notevenhere
I have the SN ready and I'm in call with the boy I love.
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15
Views
2K
jarik
jarik
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