• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block. If you're located in the UK, we recommend using a VPN to maintain access.

Sober4MostDays

Sober4MostDays

My username is a lie currently
May 29, 2024
24
I need to continue to stay off my antipsychotics, any psych meds and try to only drink water and eat a whole lot less cause my appetite is already way less than it was on those drugs. Naturally I'll lose a good amount of weight. I'd like to get down into the 120s LBS I think right now I'm like 200 to 210 LBS. I want to do this cause I notice these shelf type things in my closet probably would be strong enough to hang myself from if I was very skinny and nothing else was on them. From that point when I've lost the adequate amount of weight all I'd need to do is get some rope or something and really study the hanging method on here or in the peaceful pill handbook or wherever. Then I'd be free from my loneliness and lack of control for good.

It feels good to have this more organized in my head now :) 😅
Don't have to worry about trying to get a gun anymore with my mental health history.
 
Last edited:
  • Hugs
Reactions: QueerMelancholy

Similar threads

D3M0LITI0N_H3ARTxo
Replies
7
Views
238
Suicide Discussion
Ch4in3dcr0w
Ch4in3dcr0w
Z
Replies
0
Views
98
Suicide Discussion
zuksmth
Z
T
Replies
4
Views
493
Suicide Discussion
Galahad
G