Constant back and forth

[doingitrighthistime]

Anyone else on the constant back and forth between wanting to die and living? Sometimes I think "maybe I can get through this" or "maybe I shouldn't leave" and then others I'm 100% for knowing that it's time to CTB.

Wish I could just stay in the suicidal mindset, honestly.

 

[Hollowman]

Yep for decades, limbo sucks.

 

[Cress]

Yeah same here. I think it's pretty normal