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Constant back and forth

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doingitrighthistime

doingitrighthistime

on my way out
May 15, 2024
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Anyone else on the constant back and forth between wanting to die and living? Sometimes I think "maybe I can get through this" or "maybe I shouldn't leave" and then others I'm 100% for knowing that it's time to CTB.

Wish I could just stay in the suicidal mindset, honestly.
 
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Cress

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Oct 15, 2023
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Yeah same here. I think it's pretty normal
 
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