being seen as creepy.

[unabletocope]

for what it's worth, i feel better since making this thread. found i can be open a bit more comfortably. i have suffered a lot of aggression in my life, people have been very hard on me, on that basis i am attuned to it. i did not make this thread to be hostile and if that vibe comes across then something went wrong and i would like to be civil and apologise for that, i am not used to feeling comfortable with anyone. i wish you all well.

 

[dolemitedrums]

for what it's worth, i feel better since making this thread. found i can be open a bit more comfortably. i have suffered a lot of aggression in my life, people have been very hard on me, on that basis i am attuned to it. i did not make this thread to be hostile and if that vibe comes across then something went wrong and i would like to be civil and apologise for that, i am not used to feeling comfortable with anyone. i wish you all well.

No worries, glad you are feeling better.

 

[godbody]

R

i made a thread. was i asking for help? not necessarily. more just opening up as carefully as i can. i struggle with difficult experiences, i open up about them carefully. i am in a position where to some extent i have to be open to get help but i am doing it carefully and on my terms. i know i can't be helped to some extent, the extent to which I am seen as a creep is permanent, when your life is destroyed on the back of it you become attuned to feeling beaten down and so you have to tread carefully with the pieces you have, you have to salvage what you can to be able to function. anything or anyone that pushes me out of being able to do that is not a constructive presence

Respectfully, if it means that much to you then you weren't being careful in your "opening up" by referencing it in the way that you did & it would be safer for you to not be vague about it in the way in which you were. Specifically your comments & not the post as a whole, it's fine if you want to be careful but you were being irresponsibly vague if it's something that you don't want to talk about or create mystique about.

 

[unabletocope]

R

Respectfully, if it means that much to you then you weren't being careful in your "opening up" by referencing it in the way that you did & it would be safer for you to not be vague about it in the way in which you were. Specifically your comments & not the post as a whole, it's fine if you want to be careful but you were being irresponsibly vague if it's something that you don't want to talk about or create mystique about.

i don't think i created mystique haha. it's fine, I feel a bit better about it now