Discussion What keeps you going?

[TiredOfAllThis]

Only my sweet loving cats

 

[valentineisbackyall]

My parents, hands down. They're 77 and 75, so the plan is to exit when they're gone. I stay miserable because I know my suicide would completely devastate them. They've given me everything and have been the best parents anyone could ask for. It's not their fault their child is an absolute emotional train wreck. There's no reason to bring them down with me.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Sense of obligation to my Dad. I think my suicide would really upset him. I suspect I have a huge amount of fear surrounding attempting too but, I've never gotten close enough to know for sure.

 

[MyLifeisHell]

The cardiac electrical cycle

 

[𖣂𖣂𖣂.]

I know most people on here are only stopped from CTB because they're having trouble finding the correct method but what about the people that aren't? What stops you? Do you like that it stops you or is it an obstacle surrounding what you actually desire?

Family and dog.

 

[teniralc21]

My parents and my cat.

 

[alicia]

My kids. As miserable as I am, I owe them this and I want them to be happy

 

[ninfanatic]

I think my brain generally just tries to fool me into living, like a separate entity from the rest of myself. Maybe its just psychotic thinking. CTB to kill it is just another motivator.