• Light/Dark
  • Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):

Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
T
How Do You Feel Since CTB Is No Longer Your "Obsession"??
Replies
4
Views
621
SchizoPolyGymnast
SchizoPolyGymnast
a-fond-farewell
Help How do I fix my sleep schedule?
Replies
3
Views
554
StupidCat
StupidCat
Someplace_nice
Venting Imma cry from frustration
Replies
1
Views
635
The Morningstar
The Morningstar
Someplace_nice
Venting Small vent
Replies
0
Views
517
Someplace_nice
Someplace_nice
DerezzMyself143
Venting TW: The dichotomy of my main reason to keep living
Replies
2
Views
739
DerezzMyself143
DerezzMyself143
Beavisandbutthead
Friends
Replies
5
Views
751
Haibane-renmei-reki
Haibane-renmei-reki
Meimi18
Embarrassing moment
Replies
3
Views
1K
bankai
bankai
cecropia
Venting (tw) what is it like to feel cursed
Replies
2
Views
933
darksouls
darksouls
M
Being seen
Replies
2
Views
568
LastNite
LastNite
sallyfisher
Venting Tired of no one taking me seriously and being seen as a bad person for speaking the truth
Replies
1
Views
615
timf
T
J
Did anyone else try to pray their skin disease away in their teens?
Replies
13
Views
1K
anonymous568
anonymous568
IlovelessEachDay
Help How to see beyond my despairs
Replies
1
Views
559
timf
T
cvury
Help Low testosterone making me suicidal
Replies
10
Views
1K
notreallybored
N
Orangee
Goodbye (indefinetly)
Replies
14
Views
2K
gottacheckout
gottacheckout
ElTopo
Help Do you have a way of praying? Does it work
Replies
7
Views
1K
isthisit?
isthisit?
Haibane-renmei-reki
Venting Anyone here partly depressed over being an atheist living in a muslim society?
Replies
3
Views
641
EternalShore
EternalShore
ElTopo
Venting I had a crush on a prostitute and I had a dream about her
Replies
0
Views
567
ElTopo
ElTopo
SenelXamano
Venting Almost my birthday never felt more like shit
Replies
2
Views
615
SenelXamano
SenelXamano
notrllycherub
Venting girlblog (recovery diary)
Replies
9
Views
2K
EternalShore
EternalShore
sussybaka
1 year clean from cutting :)
Replies
7
Views
589
flowerbomb
flowerbomb
G
My diary thread
Replies
15
Views
2K
Salkak
S
eggsausagerice
Videos or movies to watch when everything makes you sad?
Replies
5
Views
908
darksouls
darksouls
B
Venting Psychiatrist canceled twice in a row
Replies
1
Views
621
timf
T
Someplace_nice
Venting Very tired vent
Replies
3
Views
698
attheend13
attheend13
Bxtra
Venting (TW) I Was So Close to Being Okay.
Replies
2
Views
671
Bxtra
Bxtra
S
  • Locked
Jermiah:29:11
Replies
9
Views
968
lovedread
lovedread
PimpHand
I'm in a very bad situation. Is there any hope for me (Long text alert)?
Replies
2
Views
727
PimpHand
PimpHand
Abandoned Character
Waiting for the motivation to come
Replies
1
Views
545
timf
T
J
I really feel better
Replies
4
Views
610
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
firewoodduck
Help I'm so in over my head I don't know what to do
Replies
1
Views
631
takuyangel
takuyangel
seabed_adan
Discussion Is it strange that I feel better when looking at this website, that I finally feel heard?
Replies
6
Views
917
whatishope
whatishope
The Morningstar
NSFW Life Post-SA: How I Overcame Intrusive Thoughts During Sex/Masturbation AND a Porn Addiction
Replies
3
Views
2K
The Morningstar
The Morningstar
iLikeFrogs
Venting Confused about what to do now
Replies
2
Views
650
TheGoodGuy
TheGoodGuy
S
  • Locked
Story Jesus is real
Replies
26
Views
3K
girl_with_a_plan
girl_with_a_plan
Someplace_nice
He make me mad sometimes.
Replies
1
Views
483
TheLastGreySky
TheLastGreySky
Someplace_nice
Brain storming apologies
Replies
0
Views
437
Someplace_nice
Someplace_nice
ravenx
I think failed hanging left me with peripheral vestibular disorder.
Replies
3
Views
701
ravenx
ravenx
psp3000
Story Friendly? Scary? Reminder To Clean Your Room This Summer
Replies
14
Views
2K
NoPoint2Life
NoPoint2Life
m4rius
Right Amygdala Destruction
Replies
21
Views
3K
TheLastGreySky
TheLastGreySky
ReincarnatedGibbon
A seed of hope !
Replies
2
Views
652
rainwillneverstop
rainwillneverstop
F
Discussion Celebrate your small win!
Replies
35
Views
3K
Forever Sleep
F
advanced-ideator
  • Question
Help I'd rather not kill myself, but is there really a way out that isn't suicide?
Replies
16
Views
2K
Yakui
Yakui
Someplace_nice
Venting Venting
Replies
1
Views
717
UnrulyNightmare
UnrulyNightmare
Uninteresting.
Venting Point of no recovery?
Replies
5
Views
986
Forever Sleep
F
Lunarian
Venting Don't know how to live life.
Replies
4
Views
920
LostHighway
L
injuredbongos
First day of individual therapy and AA
Replies
5
Views
1K
Parasitism
Parasitism
livershapedbox
Venting Had a dream about an old friend
Replies
1
Views
523
BlendedHeart
BlendedHeart
N
German recovery squad - who is also into recovery?
Replies
5
Views
994
noname223
N
grapevoid
Discussion Alternative treatments for MDD and/or GAD
Replies
12
Views
1K
angelz08
angelz08
Warlord's Pulse
I'm confused, so maybe I'll give a shot
Replies
1
Views
843
timf
T
You must log in or register to post here.
Top Bottom