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Recovery

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BlueButterfly111
Story I think I want to try to make it to the age that my partner was when he passed away
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2
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682
CatLvr
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Ghostlights
Help How do you deal with the loss of a friend?
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1
Views
299
HeyBoogahJr
HeyBoogahJr
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Help my therapist told me I'm crying too loud while proccessing my worst trauma
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10
Views
720
tunnelV
tunnelV
DownwardSpiral
Help Should I change my (real) name?
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7
Views
663
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
dustymuck
Recovery Journal
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6
Views
708
dustymuck
dustymuck
imitoto
Venting American Therapy is stupid af
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3
Views
463
imitoto
imitoto
iCryInMySecretSpot
friend reached out after noticing i was struggling
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4
Views
365
m3nhera
m3nhera
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Story Another life catch-up, and future improvement ideas?
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2
Views
428
bbeb0bc7b
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Venting Someone said they'd help and support me but then ghosted me
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4
Views
534
whywere
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3spiral
Venting "suicide is selfish" but then they say shit like this
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15
Views
1K
harrowedfuture
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DoomsdayCTB
Embarrassed to say almost CTB for love, now in recovery for love
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3
Views
348
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
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Venting Something is seriously wrong with me
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2
Views
449
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
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Choosing not to ctb
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6
Views
456
paranoid
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LilGhost
Anything good recently?
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11
Views
543
K14~♡
K14~♡
bratishka
slight improvements
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5
Views
427
bratishka
bratishka
Arctic-hare
Venting Give me hope or give me death
Replies
4
Views
416
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
Defatigatis
I don't want to die, but don't see myself really having a choice :(
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3
Views
442
elenaboo25
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bpdscared9
Resource BPD Megathread.
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2
Views
859
hiding the roses
hiding the roses
perfectparting
Venting CTB Guilt While In a Relationship
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4
Views
430
sinnrr-sistrr
sinnrr-sistrr
HollowSoul
Venting I want to live but I'm afraid of my future
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7
Views
601
elenaboo25
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3spiral
Venting quick vent
Replies
1
Views
331
hiding the roses
hiding the roses
m3nhera
Hi everyone I’ve decided to live LMAO
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14
Views
772
m3nhera
m3nhera
coolcow1289
Recovery from Panic Disorder?
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4
Views
372
bpdscared9
bpdscared9
SchizoPolyGymnast
I was an autistic bully
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9
Views
1K
disgustedbyhumanity
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LonelyPrince
Meds are working: i'm relieved and didappointed at the same time
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4
Views
365
MapleS
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witchcraft
Venting Health anxiety
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3
Views
628
sadbh—itstimetogo🤎
sadbh—itstimetogo🤎
GremlinCan56
  • Question
Help Is there anyway to request to get banned?
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3
Views
518
Praestat_Mori
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yume_
How to comfort someone?
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13
Views
813
pelicanportal
pelicanportal
ScaredCutter
Help my bad communicstion anf selective mutism is preventing me from moving forwatd.
Replies
5
Views
455
RoseQuarts
RoseQuarts
bl33ding_heart
How do I get medicated for bpd in the uk?
Replies
5
Views
402
reasal_phenomenon
reasal_phenomenon
BadVibes
Annoying and unlikeable to everyone?
Replies
8
Views
689
Remus72
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LonelyPrince
Venting I want to die but i also don't. Im not the only one right..?
Replies
9
Views
739
FailedNav
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nitrogenous
  • Poll
Help How to make a safety plan that actually works? Also, any tips to actually practise DBT by myself?
Replies
7
Views
668
sadbh—itstimetogo🤎
sadbh—itstimetogo🤎
softfur
Discussion what hope would look like
Replies
2
Views
295
sadbh—itstimetogo🤎
sadbh—itstimetogo🤎
Shell
Venting Tired, feeling like no one cares
Replies
3
Views
357
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
whotookmylexapro
Venting I dont want to die but this OCD is unbearable
Replies
4
Views
732
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
sadbh—itstimetogo🤎
To The Young Who Want To Die By Gwendolyn Brooks
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0
Views
308
sadbh—itstimetogo🤎
sadbh—itstimetogo🤎
pelicanportal
i feel like my life never even got to begin
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2
Views
326
timf
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iknowwhatyouredoing
Story Reflecting on my childhood neglect
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2
Views
373
timf
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little cabin
food supplements
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0
Views
239
little cabin
little cabin
sadbh—itstimetogo🤎
Borderline personality resources
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8
Views
454
discoelysiumplayer
discoelysiumplayer
K
Resource Has anyone here tried Cognitive Behavioral Analysis System of Psychotherapy (CBASP)? It looks like it'd fit a lot better for the chronically suicidal
Replies
1
Views
324
Celerity
Celerity
HopelessScientist
Antidepressants are really fucking working, I felt okay today!
Replies
10
Views
663
FailedNav
F
SaikiKusuo
Hope/Dread
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3
Views
324
whywere
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little cabin
  • Question
Respect
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3
Views
319
timf
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T
Help Tips for being alone?
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1
Views
380
Forever Sleep
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lilb0wpeep
I need something to live for
Replies
4
Views
414
HollowSoul
HollowSoul
BlueButterfly111
Help Is there anything I can do to get out of my horrendous living situation asap? I’m desperate!
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6
Views
588
tipoftheRGB
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hurts2b-old
Visual snow, floaters.
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2
Views
289
hardcoretechno
hardcoretechno
TheyWereHereFirssst
Fuctionally NEETing and still cant bring myself back up. Help!
Replies
2
Views
376
rainatthebusstop
rainatthebusstop
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