Venting quick vent

[3spiral]

quick vent for today's events, i feel useless because i have a lot to do and managed to take only a bath. i've been like this my whole life, i was never good at just doing stuff. i just think about it and cant force myself to just do it or i get distracted. it's not even enough to hurt myself to try to get things going. been like this ever since i was a kid no matter the consequences. i guess im just supposed to be uncapable. ik its hard for everyone but apparently i'm the only one who isn't able to push through i'm worthless
i spent at least like 3 hours sitting on the couch thinking about what i was supposed to do drinking cans of soda lmfao

 

[hiding the roses]

Im the same exact way, most days I cant push myself to do basic chores or self hygiene. One step leads to more, if you can bathe and take care of yourself, i'm sure youre on your path of healing.

I hope for you !