Fuctionally NEETing and still cant bring myself back up. Help!

[TheyWereHereFirssst]

It's been weeks since my failed CtB attempt, and I feel like I'm going to feel even worse as times goes by. Currently I am lying that I am making passive income with freelancing to my family who is supervising me (though they don't know the extent of my suicidal tendencies), and I just can't bring myself to do anything "productive". I do not wish to return back to 9-5 as that was the main driver of me being pushed to the edge. All and all, I am just confused but my face has no expression that is accurate enough to capture this situation. Anything you people can recommend? Still 19 and college drop out, ig this is for some self description.

 

[c4bomba]

Lol I'm in the same situation as you, same age and a neet. However I don't have a freelance job or any job, though I wish I had one.

 

[rainatthebusstop]

Hey, look at the bright side of things: 19 is pretty young and you have passive income. That's already a lot better than you'd think.

Honestly I think that if you wanna find a way out of being a NEET you should just fuck around a bit with stuff that could be interesting. I heard it's supposed to help (hasn't for me yet), plus you're pretty young so your chances of finding something are pretty good