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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
suudo
Discussion Learning to accept that just because I hate myself doesn’t mean everyone has to
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6
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748
tomame
tomame
Sewing
How to recover when I'm suicidal because I'm actually a shitty person?
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4
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565
tomame
tomame
No surprises
Help Does anyone have fluctuating cognitive impairment?
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24
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2K
jerkbybile
jerkbybile
SchizoPolyGymnast
Totally selfish reasons to stay alive
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5
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505
woofwag
woofwag
D
Help Know any meds or supplements or combo that can have sedative effect?
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3
Views
449
trying ungracefully
trying ungracefully
dollofyarn
Story Feeling guilty about wasting my potential
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3
Views
606
whywere
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NSFW (HUGE TW) Will my psychiatric consultant believe that these wounds are scratches from my fingernails?
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6
Views
658
sanctionedusage
sanctionedusage
fishperson
I know what I need to recover
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5
Views
380
violetforever
violetforever
struggles_inc
Goodbye. I have been more or less ok for more than a year now
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5
Views
567
Arvayn
Arvayn
dollofyarn
Venting Leaving my life here behind
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2
Views
570
slowlydying2mrrw
slowlydying2mrrw
jamesies
why the hell did i attempt
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3
Views
550
deny_conformity
deny_conformity
B
Shared some suicidal ideation with my therapist
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6
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1K
deny_conformity
deny_conformity
paperbaghat
Discussion I'm getting better and I'm not sure how to feel about it.
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3
Views
507
BeanCurd
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BlueButterfly111
Venting It seems like the universe just wants me to ctb, even though I am trying to stay alive.
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3
Views
619
BlueButterfly111
BlueButterfly111
J
I can't quit. Why should you?
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1
Views
397
timf
T
naughtyNaughtyBear
Venting Burning out
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2
Views
435
timf
T
Lov3
Venting I live the paradox of loving deeply and unwillingly being a bad person.
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4
Views
667
Lov3
Lov3
T
I got an internship interview today
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12
Views
844
ThatStateOfMind
T
naughtyNaughtyBear
Venting burnt spent and hurt
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1
Views
312
elterskiz
elterskiz
D
Help Need recommendation
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9
Views
898
Deathpositive
D
joegoes100
Venting I don’t think I can CTB anymore
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8
Views
741
joegoes100
joegoes100
MAKE IT STOP!
Deleted my suicide note
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3
Views
435
Deer_Dairy
D
Maormer
Help Life after suicide
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4
Views
767
Deer_Dairy
D
LancyLoew
Story Challenge 97: Community Story
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0
Views
412
LancyLoew
LancyLoew
february flyer
Help Do edibles help with depression?
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5
Views
581
a65b
a65b
author
Venting gender/sexuality crisis and possibly some internalized bullshit
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12
Views
1K
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
Leonard_Bangley39
Help Outlets to stop self harming
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6
Views
657
diospyros.kaki
diospyros.kaki
SCHOPENHAUERBITCH
"The best time to plant a tree was 20 years ago. The second best time is now"
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6
Views
715
SCHOPENHAUERBITCH
SCHOPENHAUERBITCH
shatteredspine
Our Story; Our Voices — LONG read (sorry)
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4
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1K
naughtyNaughtyBear
naughtyNaughtyBear
residualfool
Venting Cycles and disconnection
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3
Views
555
naughtyNaughtyBear
naughtyNaughtyBear
naughtyNaughtyBear
Story Hello đź‘‹đź‘‹
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5
Views
604
naughtyNaughtyBear
naughtyNaughtyBear
D
Story Feels like life is so overwhelming
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6
Views
651
fedup1982
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NocturnalDistortion
All of you matter.
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14
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1K
decafcheeseburger
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orpheus_
Anyone else overwhelmed by how chaotic and incoherent your thoughts are?
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9
Views
801
calebzz1
calebzz1
ImpairedLowlife
Venting Don't even know if all those recovery attempts are worth it
Replies
3
Views
700
ImpairedLowlife
ImpairedLowlife
KenDuh
diary vent
Replies
10
Views
860
KenDuh
KenDuh
dollofyarn
Help What about isolation
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3
Views
610
naughtyNaughtyBear
naughtyNaughtyBear
fuzzypeach
Story introducing myself :3
Replies
6
Views
1K
naughtyNaughtyBear
naughtyNaughtyBear
Abort!
  • Question
Discussion What gave you a sense of purpose post-religion?
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8
Views
769
SarahThrowsGin
S
A
I'm sad
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0
Views
332
allgoodthanks
A
Midnightkitty
Venting Falling back into coming here
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3
Views
537
CowardKnight
CowardKnight
Vombie12
Coping mechanisms?
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3
Views
401
fujikofujiko
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orpheus_
Help Experiences with Piracetam?
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2
Views
532
orpheus_
orpheus_
elpurp
Venting the agonizing wait.
Replies
4
Views
578
monday?
monday?
sireb_b
Venting This last year has been terrible and I'm kinda not connected to reality anymore
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3
Views
682
calebzz1
calebzz1
Lov3
Venting Does someone have alexithymia? *Difficulty understanding and expressing emotions
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6
Views
724
BeanCurd
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jeevasO-o
Help Advice on living with roommate/s + moving out?
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5
Views
647
BeanCurd
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G
RANT/ Can´t make myself to finish my work
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2
Views
403
groque
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reese in pieces
its been 1 year since i've wanted to ctb.
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1
Views
448
timf
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sonnyw
University was such a disappointment
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10
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1K
BeanCurd
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