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Defatigatis

Defatigatis

And at my funeral, i didn't see you there..
Aug 16, 2022
97
I don't want to die, I really don't; but it's either that or what awaits me is a life of constant work until the end of my days. I don't agree with that, it really makes no sense to me to have to work just to survive in this capitalist society.
I understand that it's necessary and people don't really work because they want, but it's still unfeasible for me anyway.. I've tried looking for things online several times, but it all usually boils down to sales or providing services using your skills. Which also doesn't suit me and, in any case, requires an energy I don't have to learn something new and boring that i really don't even care but have to learn to pay the bills... I don't know what to do, does anyone have any advice? Wish that i could just live as a neet for the rest of my life..
 
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bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
282
I feel a similar way. But my reason for life being unlivable is my bpd. Capitalism is honestly horrible, and I seriously can't understand how society isn't actively working against it. Or mass ending themselves due to it. It's deadass hard trying to imagine a life for myself where I spend majority of my days working, it's crazy to me how it's so accepted by people.
 
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telekon

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Feb 5, 2025
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I'm just waiting to see if there's a neutron bomb that ends everything before I end myself... I give it 7 years MAX for a catacylysmic world changing event. I'm only 30 and I have this time to build my mind for the new future... Everyone 18-30 right now understands that the older generations are Fucking Blind to what's going on and they will all be dead eventually. The world will change; it is in such a growing pain right now as everything shifts over to the new world but it will change for the better.

Who knows, maybe aliens will save us. Some say Extra-Terrestrials have been around for thousands of years and they built the pyramids, and if that's true then I think there's a good chance they always loved humanity, but they don't now. The human spirit is ugly now... and the people who are burdened by the more collective society should be spared. In my opinion.
 
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elenaboo25

Student
Oct 19, 2025
155
I'm just waiting to see if there's a neutron bomb that ends everything before I end myself... I give it 7 years MAX for a catacylysmic world changing event. I'm only 30 and I have this time to build my mind for the new future... Everyone 18-30 right now understands that the older generations are Fucking Blind to what's going on and they will all be dead eventually. The world will change; it is in such a growing pain right now as everything shifts over to the new world but it will change for the better.

Who knows, maybe aliens will save us. Some say Extra-Terrestrials have been around for thousands of years and they built the pyramids, and if that's true then I think there's a good chance they always loved humanity, but they don't now. The human spirit is ugly now... and the people who are burdened by the more collective society should be spared. In my opinion.
My boss is predicting the apocalypse for 2036.
 

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