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i feel like my life never even got to begin

pelicanportal

pelicanportal

life could have been beautiful
Jan 28, 2026
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i have always worked but never had a Career or even started The Job. i went to school scattered across different times and placrs and i never had The Experience. ive never dated or had love. no one cares if i live or die. i have nothing to live for. i am in my mid 30s ready to die because life is never actually going to start for me, is it?
 
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