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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
sorrowed_ender
Discussion What is the one game/book/media that you always look foreward to each day?
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Sweet Tart
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hello!
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Life is exhausting but I’m barely pushing it
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I stopped drinking
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5
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742
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How do you beat ocd?
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2
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586
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Weekly prayer request - include your name and I will do mantras for you
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Help Keep getting angry at parents
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3
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713
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EternalShore
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3
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960
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purity
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Is your suffering due in part to not addressing your problems?
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1
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526
cami
cami
GXMU
Things are looking up for me
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2
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589
cami
cami
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I hate job hunting
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12
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bijou
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Discussion Hey, I wanna hear the best thing that happened to you this week!
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Strawberry_Clouds
SpiderLink
Discussion What actually helps you?
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13
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2K
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Strawberry_Clouds
SpiderLink
What does recovery process look like?
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11
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2K
Remeer
Remeer
CynicalHopelessness
What is your favourite positive emotional state?
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45
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3K
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N33dT0D13
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1
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535
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
N33dT0D13
Pros & Cons of ctb
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7
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1K
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cami
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Discussion Why does living feel so awful 😖
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1
Views
751
irregularreconcile
irregularreconcile
whatevs
Do you hate work more if you are extremely depressed and flirting with suicide mentally?
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12
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1K
NoLightRemains
NoLightRemains
Spiked_Coffee
People = robots?
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2
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757
bellinda
bellinda
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Discussion Do you think you have an immortal soul?
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6
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906
GreyCTB
GreyCTB
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Almost messaged my ex
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0
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522
sheleftme1
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S
Discussion St Johns Wort
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0
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539
spinningship
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irregularreconcile
Story Showered Today
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2
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622
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irregularreconcile
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this is my cat, say hello cat
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72
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Aromatherapy has something to it. Plus some other thoughts
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2
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514
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Why are legos making me less suicidal?
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15
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2K
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Story More drugs, yay -_-
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0
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561
Housefly
Housefly
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Does thinking about CTB often interfere with recovery?
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9
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1K
LonleyDazai
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snailboy
Help i hate therapy and i don’t know how to stop hating it
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5
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1K
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Water-Lily
I’m not ready to face/say certain things about my trauma history and that’s on (I hope it is)
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7
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742
Water-Lily
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Marine
Resource What I’m currently doing - attempting to be helpful to somebody
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3
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989
Marine
Marine
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Looking for a friend
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1
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567
timf
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mosai1que
Help How do i help my sister?
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5
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1K
mosai1que
mosai1que
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Discussion As a depressed / suicidal person, if you could have anything in the world to help with your recovery, what would that be?
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209
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39K
JustLain
JustLain
Busridin'26
Story My day today has been kinda nice tbh.
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2
Views
600
cami
cami
unsaiddes
Potential big life change makes me nervous but hopeful
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1
Views
474
cami
cami
noxu77
  • Question
Maybe option for people who think they dont have any?(dont listen if you dont want to )
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33
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3K
Marine
Marine
noxu77
You feel unattractive but want to do something about it ?
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2
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914
Marine
Marine
Red.one
What's your poison?
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5
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1K
Marine
Marine
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Discussion What are your thoughts on therapy?
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5
Views
782
Marine
Marine
N
Story Why am I so scared of applying for jobs?
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7
Views
807
ncmxm
ncmxm
LastBusHome
Help How do I learn to cope with and move on from the regret?
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1
Views
542
Doombox
Doombox
Y
Help Is it normal for you?
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2
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634
Yuta32
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Busridin'26
Help Flip flopping. But directionless.
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5
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743
mitsurumors
mitsurumors
notsurewhyimalive
Discussion Trying to cope
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1
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646
timf
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Story My Feelings Are Coming Back :/
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1
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616
timf
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Story My story
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5
Views
710
Watlock
Watlock
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