Abelton is one of the only programs I havent messed with.Hell yeah. Ableton?
I genuinely care about people and will go to almost any lengths to help them. People often comment about how kind I am.
My fucked up brain can't see this as a good thing, however, and I hate myself for it, because I feel that it stems from a pathological need to be liked.
Nothing. I hate myself. Im a worthless runt.Tall order for many of us, I know. I know my default is self-hatred. But if I can do it, so can you! I'll go first.
I actually have a pretty brave streak in me, and it's gotten me through some of the worst periods - homelessness, severe parental abuse, insane pressurized work environments. It's hard because it means ignoring (or suppressing) my other traits like sensitivity or fear, but I have been able to adapt quickly through many crises and still make it through. Friends and acquaintances frequently comment on this. If only bravery could reverse diseases and illness, then I'd be good.
Fight your self-consciousness and post here. You know you want to. :)
I'm imaginative. I have a really vibrant and active imagination and can make up stories and poems on the spot. I really like to pursue creative endeavours, even though I am not the best writer or artist.Tall order for many of us, I know. I know my default is self-hatred. But if I can do it, so can you! I'll go first.
I actually have a pretty brave streak in me, and it's gotten me through some of the worst periods - homelessness, severe parental abuse, insane pressurized work environments. It's hard because it means ignoring (or suppressing) my other traits like sensitivity or fear, but I have been able to adapt quickly through many crises and still make it through. Friends and acquaintances frequently comment on this. If only bravery could reverse diseases and illness, then I'd be good.
Fight your self-consciousness and post here. You know you want to. :)