Oh Gromit, im so sad that your SN didn't arrive and that this has led you to use such a painful bus ticket out of here. I've heard your pain and suffering and understand your desperation to leave this fucked up world. I've grown really fond of you, your replies to people radiate your caring nature, I think you are a very kind hearted soul and I'm eternally sorry that this world let you down, you deserved better. Your passing will leave me with a heavy heart but I've always known you would have to go. In the short time we've spoken you've kept me going and I hope that in your final hours/days you know I will sit with you whilst the sky caves in. I don't need to repeat what others have said about seeking help to manage the pain and symptoms, I know you know this and how much planning has gone into this. I'm sorry that you were forced into using a painful way to go and that it hasn't been an easier journey to find your peace. You will be sorely missed here and leave a Gromit sized hole. Know that your SS family loves and cares for you and you are not alone. Though the road ahead is tough I hope your journey to peace is as quick as possible. Travel well my friend. Keep talking until it's time to go. Hugs