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Thank you, hope you enjoy being here. I was always a temporary family member unfortunately but this is a lovely place to be and some amazing people on here so enjoy
I ate 10 ricin seed and only throw upI had a packet of caster beans for gardening. They were large hard beans. Only about ten were in the packet.
Properly got me there with those words thank you. I actually didn't want to get to know anyone as thought I could just get the research and go but this place has held me together for past weeks and am sad to leave you all really. Hope you can all find peace and comfort however you choose. Please no one try this as none of you deserve to go this way. I wish I could give every one of you a serving of N for peace but you all deserve so much more from life.
How did you prepare them
I didnt prepare just ate them, i was thinking that 10 of them will kill me but im still allive, luckily now i have a SN probably im going to eternal nothingess this year
I didn't expect to get to know anyone either, I was more of a get the information and run girl but I'm glad I didn't do that. You don't deserve to go out this way either Gromit and trust me if I had N I'd stop at nothing to get it to you right now
People have survived way more than 10.
Why you didnt wait SN, this method sounds like fail
When you know you need to go you have to go. SN may arrive Monday so still time to have that possibly
It sounds like you are aware of what to expect as much as it is possible.
Am just a simple broken guy, I can't impact anyone I know that, but thanks for the kind words.
We all impact one another. All of us have value even if we can't see it.
Whatever happens best wishes man
When life gets to much this is the only way. I had a good go, got to 48 lost everything a few months back and truly happy to go now.
Thank you, you helped so much last night and will never forget that. Special place at the bar for you.@Gromit-CTB you know my PMs are open if you wish to talk
Thank you, and thanks for the chats. Tried a method and left the way I did it above something you could look into maybe
Ikr, since there's no cure, all they can do is just make the death easier for you? Kinda sounds good ngl
I would never recommend this to anyone. Please do not follow my stupid example, if you have something else please use that. I would say no one should ever think of going this way
HA! You never go peacefully with pain management at a hospital! Quite the opposite. If you want to be tortured to death go to a hospital.
I told you my dear Gromit that was going to be painful. I wish you could listen to us sometimes hun sending you a hug
I have to agree with this guys. I'm quite familiar with this method since when I join the group this was some thing I considered as well, and quite thorough research on it. If you read up on what's going to happen it's going to be quite unpleasant. Imagine the worst indigestion you've ever had and shitting blood for several days. You could go into the hospital, and they very well may sedate you but they also might be assholes and tell you that you brought this on yourself.
