Random thoughts

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Fight me.

Staff fighting non-staff will result in the staff member becoming a non-staff member.

 

[fuckthis]

Getting real sick of this site man. It ain't fun talking too others anymore, I'm just looking for my fastest way out possible at this point.

 

[Dani Paradox]

 

[Dani Paradox]

 

[Aaron]

Had a chance to fuck(after years) a hottie yesterday but the whole thing seemed so pointless. Might have lost my sexual desire. Feeling disappointed with myself.

 

[weedoge]

I want to get into a fist fight and lose.

I had a "friend" once turn on me and sprint down the street at me in the dark once in a rough neighbourhood, stood right in front of me and I'm a pussy so I pretty much just said "look, are you going to hit me or not?" and he shoulder barged me and walked away lol... I don't get people.

 

[Lunar]

I regret every time I try and be open and share something on this site. I'm not doing it for attention, simply sharing my experience and how I feel then apparently I need to justify and explain myself even though I shouldn't have to.

 

[AndyCurious]

I regret every time I try and be open and share something on this site. I'm not doing it for attention, simply sharing my experience and how I feel then apparently I need to justify and explain myself even though I shouldn't have to.

Just like me, I don't want attention, I prefer to give attention...

 

[AndyCurious]

Fucking family laughing at me for crying because I miss my cats that passed away
I hate them and it makes me want to kill myself more

Ohh, I feel for you there... Hugs

 

[Schopenhauer]

I regret every time I try and be open and share something on this site. I'm not doing it for attention, simply sharing my experience and how I feel then apparently I need to justify and explain myself even though I shouldn't have to.

You don't have to justify yourself. Not at all. Most people here will take you at face value. And fuck the ones who don't.

 

[AndyCurious]

You don't have to justify yourself. Not at all. Most people here will take you at face value. And fuck the ones who don't.

Well said :) Unfortunately some doesn't accept you for you in life.. They want to be accepted, but it's not a oneway street..

 

[AndyCurious]

Talking to people is disappointing. Why am I still trying to explain what I'm going through to "normal" people?

You got that right... I wonder that myself many times...

 

[starcrossedfate]

My name is starcrossedfate. This is my neighborhood; this is my street; this is my life. I am 31 years old; in less than a year I will be dead. Of course I don't know that yet, and in a way, I am dead already.

Look at me, alone, smoking and drinking again with beta blockers and benzos in a roach and mosquito-infested apartment, while chronic tinnitus perpetually shrieks like a Furie inside my forever-fucked head.

This is the highlight of my day. It all goes downhill from here.

 

[Trashcan]

If I am still alive in a few years I need to move to another state

 

[Dani Paradox]

 

[starcrossedfate]

 

[jaemus12]

I have conversations with myself as if I'm talking to someone else and then I reply back to myself as if someone is talking to me. There are three of us: me, Sumeaj (j is silent), Curry Pasta (because I like both). This somehow makes me functionable and feel better about shit because I can "vent" to "them" and then they comfort me back. I don't know how to explain it but I have been doing this since I was very young.

Don't judge me, unless you want to feel the wrath of all three lunatic losers.

I have no friends and I know I'm bat shit crazy.

 

[Hiraeth]

I'm tired of sleeping alone but I don't wanna share my bed.

 

[littlelungs]

It's a weird feeling, knowing that in a month from now, I'll be dead.

 

[Throwaway563078]

I'm feeling so much love rn. For everything and everyone I've ever loved. The shows, the books, rain, my pets , certain perfume and scents, hazelnut coffee, exes, unrequited love, music. So much love all at once, so weird.

 

[Dani Paradox]

I'm feeling so much love rn. For everything and everyone I've ever loved. The shows, the books, rain, my pets , certain perfume and scents, hazelnut coffee, exes, unrequited love, music. So much love all at once, so weird.

Because you know it's all going to be over soon?

 

[Throwaway563078]

Because you know it's all going to be over soon?

In the near future yes, I think that's why

 

[Dani Paradox]

In the near future yes, I think that's why

I've been going through the same thing for awhile now..

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

I wish I could watch a movie in the south without it being Kevin Hart Doing Something Stupid, Kevin Hart and The Rock Sucking Each Other Off, or Opressed Minority Showing Whitey Who's Boss.

 

[Anon1337]

Why do I have to live? Why do people care so much about MY life?

 

[jaemus12]

Did I tell you guys how much I hate myself?

I hate myself. Fuck me.
I hate myself.
Someone please kill me or something.

 

[Schopenhauer]

Now that I've a set date and everything, I didn't have the courage to tell my ex that I'll ctb next week. So when she texted me, I was very cold, to see if she gives up. I think I hurt her. I'm such a piece of shit.

 

[Maravillosa]

Now that I've a set date and everything, I didn't have the courage to tell my ex that I'll ctb next week. So when she texted me, I was very cold, to see if she gives up. I think I hurt her. I'm such a piece of shit.

Do you think you can apologize to your ex and tell her that you are going to ctb next week? How do you think she would react to that? Ask for her forgiveness if you can and reassure her that your impending ctb is not her fault.

 

[weedoge]

I really like talking to you @weedoge [:

You're really nice my man. I'm glad we met, it's been really wholesome and relaxing and nice...

 

[your pathologist]

*buzz*
my heart beats faster
*thump-thump ..thump-thump*
i'm taking a deep breath
*thump-thump*
what could you be saying this time...
*buzz*
ok fine i'll look
----stomach drops-------
*thump-thump*
how do you manage to back me against a wall without even being here
*click*
.....
*buzz*
Fuck.