Random thoughts

[your pathologist]

Dude, that's so bizarre and freaky that I don't even want to believe you lol but idk I've had some weird ass freaky things like that happen to me in my life...so idk lol xD....that would really be something though

nah it was just like you said something about astral projection and how it can't just be blackness and i was seriously mulling it over and then my brain was like

YOU WANT SOME FURTHER PROOF THAT SOMETHING IS GOING DOWN

and then the deja vu happened
talk about fucking confusing

 

[Dani Paradox]

Holy shit that was scary
you said my thoughts
there is no talking to her. Cuz yeah she's almost 50 this is it for her.
Like yeah you're right but fucking stand up for yourself man come on.

You sound exactly like my ex.. I think I've got a pretty good idea of how you feel.

 

[Dani Paradox]

nah it was just like you said something about astral projection and how it can't just be blackness and i was seriously mulling it over and then my brain was like

YOU WANT SOME FURTHER PROOF THAT SOMETHING IS GOING DOWN

and then the deja vu happened
talk about fucking confusing

lol, dude

 

[your pathologist]

Oh natty.

there to hold me.
there to caress my hair
there to make me blush
oh thats the hops....

oh natty <3

 

[Dani Paradox]

Oh natty.

there to hold me.
there to caress my hair
there to make me blush
oh thats the hops....

oh natty <3

Did you just write a poem about natty ice?

 

[your pathologist]

Did you just write a poem about natty ice?

....Do you not?

I love poetry
Even about my natty

It's the only one showing me some love

Edit: uhhhh one. 15 of them are waiting <3
What a gangbang

 

[your pathologist]

COLOR CHANGE

 

[your pathologist]

I just want all my friends to get along...

 

[Pineapplecrown]

I joined this site after a friend from my country told me about it. I spent my day visiting with my nephew and got some grocerys. Came home did some tidying and cooking. In town i got some new pants and a couple facemasks. Some more cactus.
Nothing brings me joy and i feel so alone all the time. I have no motive to carry on and build another empire for myself. Sadly i don't think anything lasts,let alone things that are great so i find it all pointless. I just need a couple mates to talk things over with

 

[your pathologist]

I just need a couple mates to talk things over with

Talk to me~

 

[your pathologist]

Who woulda thought coming here would breed so many positive responses

So many friends

I fucking love you guys
*drinks heavily*

 

[weedoge]

Who woulda thought coming here would breed so many positive responses

So many friends

I fucking love you guys
*drinks heavily*

I know right, it's lovely and wholesome. but I wish it were enough.

 

[your pathologist]

I know right, it's lovely and wholesome. but I wish it were enough.

Being truly alone is never enough
I cant stand that guy (me)
I wish I could see you

-caresses hair softly-
You're too good for this pain

 

[weedoge]

Being truly alone is never enough
I cant stand that guy (me)
I wish I could see you

-caresses hair softly-
You're too good for this pain

Funnily enough you're the one that's too good for it, I know what I'm good enough for and it's not a lot.

 

[your pathologist]

Funnily enough you're the one that's too good for it, I know what I'm good enough for and it's not a lot.

-flies you from UK to maine-
Come live with me.
We'll make brownies and cuddle

 

[Pineapplecrown]

Talk to me~

Thank you.
Im upping my post count now,only 4 posts left :p

 

[Trashcan]

I can't wait for all of my tools to arrive for the exit bag next week. Hopefully I'll be a goner by thanksgiving break.

 

[littlelungs]

Good luck! Which method are you using? Also please make a goodbye thread before you go.

SN if I can get all of the materials in time, otherwise it's hanging (with a generous amount of alcohol and benzos to push past the pesky survival instinct). I'd originally planned it for January 2019 but I honest-to-god can't take it anymore, so I've moved it to the end of November.

I will definitely make a goodbye thread a few days in advance before I check out. I know that the last few days can be quite lonely, so I'll be around here a lot before I'm not anywhere at all.

 

[littlelungs]

I'm listening to a 2010s music compilation on Spotify, and all I can think is, "This is the decade I died in."

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

Don't jynx it.

I'm born to jinx things haha. I ended up taking 3 pregabalin and was knocked out by 1am. I've also woken up feeling wonderful because I can still feel it haha

 

[Schopenhauer]

I'm thinking about trying to meet with my ex one last time, next week. I need physical contact right now. Not sex, just touching someone with whom I had a real connection.

 

[Schopenhauer]

At its best, life can be premium mediocre.

Premium mediocre is the finest bottle of wine at Olive Garden. Premium mediocre is cupcakes and froyo. Premium mediocre is "truffle" oil on anything (no actual truffles are harmed in the making of "truffle" oil), and extra-leg-room seats in Economy. Premium mediocre is cruise ships, artisan pizza, Game of Thrones, and The Bellagio.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

I just ate Chinese food and there was no fortune in my fortune cookie. You can't make this stuff up.

 

[weedoge]

I just ate Chinese food and there was no fortune in my fortune cookie. You can't make this stuff up.

I'll be so mad if you just made this up!

 

[littlelungs]

I can relate to this clip on a spiritual level.

My suicide is going to be the biggest "NOPE, fuck this shit, I'm out."

 

[52shriek]

At its best, life can be premium mediocre.

Premium mediocre is the finest bottle of wine at Olive Garden. Premium mediocre is cupcakes and froyo. Premium mediocre is "truffle" oil on anything (no actual truffles are harmed in the making of "truffle" oil), and extra-leg-room seats in Economy. Premium mediocre is cruise ships, artisan pizza, Game of Thrones, and The Bellagio.

I love your way of putting it.
I've been lucky enough to get a glimpse of awesome things, like following one of my (now ex) favourite bands on tour and living out in the bush in South Africa, surrounded with zebras and giraffes (for real), I've slept in a beautiful grown up treehouse, I've seen the Grand Canyon, stuff like that, and now instead of being grateful for it, I just can't settle for a dull life of the premium mediocre kind at best. It's not me being posh, I come from a working class background, it's just my nature... If I'm not overwhelmed with stellar joy all the time, I don't see the point of living. And nobody can be overwhelmed with stellar joy all the damn time, so....

 

[2211264]

Started watching "13 reasons why" on Netflix.
At the start there was a pro life disclaimer.
They said if your having trouble then this show may not be for you....
Maybe it is for me???



And
"The moment you start talking about it, it gets easier"
Yeah actually, it does get easier when you start talking about it :) I'll go out a bit happier now

 

[52shriek]

I keep thinking about ctb and yet I use anti wrinkle cream every night. How dumb is that?

 

[LostInLife]

I can relate to this clip on a spiritual level.

My suicide is going to be the biggest "NOPE, fuck this shit, I'm out."

That was great. Can also relate in a deep primal level. Thanks for sharing. I say that almost daily: "Fuck this. I'm out."

 

[littlelungs]

I keep thinking about ctb and yet I use anti wrinkle cream every night. How dumb is that?

Can relate. I exfoliate daily and I just think, "I'm literally going to be ashes, how in the hell does this matter?"