Considering my horrible childhood I must have mommy and daddy issues pretty much.
Maybe I look for women as partner who would be good mothers despite the fact I don't want children. There is also this paradox I talked about on here. On dating apps I often consider women more interesting who want to have kids compared to women who don't want kids. This probably has to do with the stereotypes of women who want kids. Very caring and considerate women.
But honestly I think I never had a real female crush on here. And I haven't considered someone a surrogate to my mother. One reason might be because on here you cannot really get help in your daily life. Even though I would not expect that from a significant other.
I could imagine I have mommy issues in real life. But I never experienced that on here.
Maybe I experienced daddy issues on here. My dad is very ignorant, selfish, emotionally unavailable, opportunistic on social issues. And in some ways I resemble him and I think I would do similar mistakes if I had children. Another reason why I don't want kids. I could imagine the quantum physics professor obsession could be a symptom of daddy issues. But only partially. It could also be explained that I I have a diffiult relation to the Big Other and I need confirmation of myself to feel acknowledged or approved. Even when I use this theorized judgement to devalue myself.
There is one member on here where I might have daddy issues. Lol. But I would not tell him that. Lol. The person is sort of moral authority for me and I like their courage. Despite the fact there person also has difficult traits. I won't give hint. And I am not sure how old this person actually is. But older than me.
Maybe I look for women as partner who would be good mothers despite the fact I don't want children. There is also this paradox I talked about on here. On dating apps I often consider women more interesting who want to have kids compared to women who don't want kids. This probably has to do with the stereotypes of women who want kids. Very caring and considerate women.
But honestly I think I never had a real female crush on here. And I haven't considered someone a surrogate to my mother. One reason might be because on here you cannot really get help in your daily life. Even though I would not expect that from a significant other.
I could imagine I have mommy issues in real life. But I never experienced that on here.
Maybe I experienced daddy issues on here. My dad is very ignorant, selfish, emotionally unavailable, opportunistic on social issues. And in some ways I resemble him and I think I would do similar mistakes if I had children. Another reason why I don't want kids. I could imagine the quantum physics professor obsession could be a symptom of daddy issues. But only partially. It could also be explained that I I have a diffiult relation to the Big Other and I need confirmation of myself to feel acknowledged or approved. Even when I use this theorized judgement to devalue myself.
There is one member on here where I might have daddy issues. Lol. But I would not tell him that. Lol. The person is sort of moral authority for me and I like their courage. Despite the fact there person also has difficult traits. I won't give hint. And I am not sure how old this person actually is. But older than me.
