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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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This is somewhat a joke. I joked about my post count on here. By the way I am about to lose place number 15 of members with the most posts to the cat extremist. But this was inevitable. When I talked about my post count. Someone else replied "I wasn't aware we were aiming for highscore on here" and I think someone said "I need to step up my game.". And I considered these replies really hillarious.

So many people are trying to increase their body count. Me instead I am aiming for a higher post count on a suicide forum that is demonized by mainstream media and the rest of the internet. We could all could get a social credit score on SaSu like in China.

My honest answer is: this site is probably better without such a score. But there are fun elements on here like the game sub forum. A sub forum that isn't that interesting for me. Even though it could boost my post count quite efforless. But I feel this would be too cheap for me. And for me my posts are not solely about quantity nor qualitity I want to have a healthy mix.

There was a competition on here about the member with the most solutions on here. But there is an even bigger mystery what actually means most solutions. I think older members should remember it. Sadly I forgot it.

If there had to be an score I am not sure. Maybe it had to be a good mixture of different factors. I certainly think quantity should not be the main indicator. But afterall I think such a score would eventually be toxic. Because there are people who cannot contribute as much due to the pain they are in. And then these people would feel excluded. I think the forum is in this instance fine as it is. I think the own profile page can be a place for appreciation. I am somewhat glad though mine is not open. It would remind me how many amazing people I met on here who did not a have a happy ending. Some outcomes were uknown other members presumably died by suicide. But actually would we learn about members if they instead were in a coma for a couple of years. I am not all that sure.
 
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A Sit of Doubting

A Sit of Doubting

leap into faith
Apr 3, 2026
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that'd be sooo toxic lol! i feel like a lot of people on here struggle with self hatred, and that's their driving force for this whole shenanigan. it eventually boils down to feelings of self deficiency and inferiority. i don't think we need this forum to be another place where we vie being the best.

as for the question: i think that it would be the total number of reactions a user has accumulated. even ive found myself comparing my own to someone else's. but that'd certainly push the competive agenda!
 
EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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My honest answer is: this site is probably better without such a score. But there are fun elements on here like the game sub forum. A sub forum that isn't that interesting for me. Even though it could boost my post count quite efforless. But I feel this would be too cheap for me. And for me my posts are not solely about quantity nor qualitity I want to have a healthy mix.
profile posts, profile replies, and games don't count towards total post count as of the same update (September 2024) that restricted chat permissions to a week or 2 of membership and like 20-50 posts~

I think it'd be neat to know the users with the most posts on the website rather than the non-banned, non-disabled, non-presumably-passed users it lists~ am nearing current year myself (2018)! :3 unfortunately, that means I'll finally stretch beyond the realm of "historical" post counts~ >_<
 
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Somewhat Suicidal

Somewhat Suicidal

surviving in anhedonia =/= living
Aug 26, 2026
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chat is after 2 weeks I think, I only got it 2 days ago or so.
Search function came after 20 posts iirc
 

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