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On one hand, I don't want children because I don't want them to suffer and be alienated and lonely like me.
On the other hand, I want to have like 6 kids with nice sweet girl. Live a relaxed hippy lifestyle, no focus on money or whatever. Everyone else can go fuck themselves, I can create my own people to hang out with...
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Deafsn0w, RottingFlowerBrains, mattwitt and 3 others
I reek,I'm ugly, I don't have a family, I dont have any friends and I never had any friends. I live in the ghetto. I havw the worst psychological and physical illnesses all because my genetics. I can't talk to people due to my social anxiety and autistic behaviour. And i'm dumb. I'm bot a high functioning autist. My brain is degenerating in real time. Every year i'm getting dumber and dumber. People won't even talk to me because of my ugliness and my bad smell. I suffer from gastrointestinal problems wich are coincidentally partly caused by very high levels of stress. I could go on and on. My genetic are the worst. I wish eugenics would still be existent. They would give me a post natal abortion. Yea even though the nazis were so bad they would've killed me. Probably even before I was born. Why bring a disfigured genetically sick child into the world? just so they can suffer for a lifetime? I don't get it. What is so valuable about life? Taxes? Power? Control? Money? Suffering for our satanic elite?
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All of these. I'd suggest reading about Max Weber's theory of instrumental rationality for an emotionally detached and detailed critical perspective, and I'll offer to give you whatever comfort I can while we're stuck in that pit that we are in.
I don't really know if I know what guilt feels like as an emotion. Shame, I feel that all the time. And on a rational cerebral level I can think: 'shouldn't do / have done that'. But as a gut feeling... I just don't know. Not that I have much reason to feel it.
Maybe life is more bearable in small chunks. I tell myself I'll ctb in week - sure, I can survive that long... a week later I'm like "I should wait till new year's like I originally planned, it's just little over 3 months anyway" and so it continues.
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Maybe life is more bearable in small chunks. I tell myself I'll ctb in week - sure, I can survive that long... a week later I'm like "I should wait till new year's like I originally planned, it's just little over 3 months anyway" and so it continues.
I have been doing nothing but sleeping the time away again. I have a pounding headache from oversleeping. My brain feels like mush.
There's nothing about the way life/society is structured that is ever going to change, I can't be content with being a slave and shut my eyes to it all. This really can't carry on, I need to push myself and just end it.
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Deafsn0w, skitliv, Maggotymaggots and 5 others
I honestly feel terrible for the parents on here. The guilt of leaving your kid has to be insane and there's so much stigma attached to doing this when you have family. The pain plus the cognitive dissonance has to suck so much.
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