Random thoughts

[Tiburcio]

People who read/watch hentai are disgusting.

People who read/watch "loli" hentai are even worse. Pedophiles in the making in my eyes.

What is loli hentai?

I'm an ignorant and I have no balls for google-searching it.

 

[throwaway123]

Even in the so called "real life", all you have from someone else is your own perception. What a person truly is, and what other people see that person as are entirely different things.

At any rate, I also miss someone, but the truth is I probably miss the idea of that person, or rather, the idea of being with that person. Something like that. I actually think I posted a thread on the subject.

People who read/watch hentai are disgusting.

People who read/watch "loli" hentai are even worse. Pedophiles in the making in my eyes.

Hey, you're back! :)

 

[RM5998]

People who read/watch hentai are disgusting.

Hey, the H-rating is just that - a rating. The Grisaia series is technically H-rated, and has a great story.

As porn, though... I've read shitty stuff that makes me cringe my face off (akin to reading Twilight or watching The Room), but that's definitely at the top. I wouldn't pass judgement that fast, considering that I'm an asshole myself.

People who read/watch "loli" hentai are even worse. Pedophiles in the making in my eyes.

Yeah, pretty much on point there. That shit is fucked up on multiple levels.

 

[RM5998]

What is loli hentai?

Hentai of girls that plays on them at least looking underage. (They may or may not be underage.)

There's a male version of that, called shota. (Boku no Pico flashbacks intensify.)

 

[Tiburcio]

Hentai of girls that plays on them at least looking underage.

There's a male version of that, called shota. (Boku no Pico flashbacks intensify.)

Thanks for this info


I have bad experiences of sometimes I googled a similar thing, didn't want to pass through it again.

 

[akosineenee]

Why am I always seeking validation? Even from strangers?

 

[weedoge]

Why am I always seeking validation? Even from strangers?

It's natural.. I'm the same. Some of us need more than others and idk personally for me I need far more than anyone I've ever met to a degree where it fucks any friendship up for me.

 

[satou]

I like thinking about number sequences because they don't make me think about anything else.

 

[Oyashiro-sama]

Why am I always seeking validation? Even from strangers?

The same happens to me.

 

[Tiburcio]

Missing a special person so fucking much, and even more in such a hard moment...

Please, come back, without you life is completely unbearable...

 

[satou]

I for one get slightly annoyed when my Likes Received / Messages ratio drops below 3...

 

[Firefly1]

Why am I always seeking validation? Even from strangers?

That's so relatable...but I guess it's human nature to always ask for appreciation...

 

[user90872]

I really miss the times when self-harm actually made me feel better. Now, it's yet another disappointment.

 

[Deleted member 1768]

I was thinking about how is life possible and how I born. We are a huge group of cells, what is the difference between me and one of the million of microorganisms inside me? Am I one of this cells or the result of something more advanced, the product of the union of millions of cells? Between all species in this world why an human? Why not a wild animal of even a plant? Was I destined to have capacity for thinking about this or is just coincidence?
It's almost impossible for us being alive. Very specific reactions were need for creating an habitable planet, creating the first primal cells and years of evolution. My family had to survive during generarions and their ancestors before the humans existed. My parents were to conceive me in the exact moment. And even with all this, I was one against millions of spermatozoons. The chances are so ridiculously low that is an absolute mistery how I am alive.

I feel like I'm trying to think about something superior to me. Too many questions without answer, so much desolation. I'm getting very confused with this.

All living things have the capacity to think, feel, act and talk. Nothing is exempt. It is only humans who raise themselves up beyond the rest of the animals. A falsehood if ever there was one. People take in cats and lock them away. Why? So they do not get killed or injured. They wrap up dogs, give them boots, never caring what it is doing to the animal. Cruelty with pets is horrendous. If there is little respect for humans there is none for most other creatures of the world.

 

[Deleted member 1768]

Night does seem like the right time to end it anyway.

Any time is the right time.

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

Every time I see people on reddit talking about how humans should go extinct because we're evil but other life forms should go on because nature is so beautiful and good and amazing, my blood boils.

 

[Okami]

I don't know how much more of this I can take before I go insane and try to kill myself impulsively. The pain is just far too much to bear.

 

[Tiburcio]

I don't know how much more of this I can take before I go insane and try to kill myself impulsively. The pain is just far too much to bear.

I'm really sorry. I'm sure you don't deserve this.

Every time I see people on reddit talking about how humans should go extinct because we're evil but other life forms should go on because nature is so beautiful and good and amazing, my blood boils.

The same for me... It's like only humans suffer but lufe in the nature were marvellous... They seem to ignore the massive pain nature generates.

 

[throwaway123]

Whenever I step into a room people become quiet. Maybe it's because I'm extremely ugly and smell. I didn't deserve this suffering. My medical conditions are caused by my bad genes. It's all about your genes. Life is not fair and not every man is equal. Life is a lie.

 

[throwaway123]

I don't know how much more of this I can take before I go insane and try to kill myself impulsively. The pain is just far too much to bear.

Same here :(

 

[RM5998]

So I finally got around to watching Jessica Jones Season 2, and there's this part where Jeri, upon finding out that she's suffering from ALS, orders pentobarbital from some Russian website.

I know I'm supposed to at least sympathize, given our position here on this site, but all I could think was how much cooler it was to be rich so that all of this was accessible and how the expense was a non-issue. Makes me wonder if this is why I'm friendless and alone. I keep trying to work out how I became the piece of shit that I am today, who can't even give a dying character sympathy if they have access to better methods than me.

 

[satou]

So I finally got around to watching Jessica Jones Season 2, and there's this part where Jeri, upon finding out that she's suffering from ALS, orders pentobarbital from some Russian website.

I know I'm supposed to at least sympathize, given our position here on this site, but all I could think was how much cooler it was to be rich so that all of this was accessible and how the expense was a non-issue. Makes me wonder if this is why I'm friendless and alone. I keep trying to work out how I became the piece of shit that I am today, who can't even give a dying character sympathy if they have access to better methods than me.

Just a fictional character.

What I like about this site is when there are posters I don't like or agree with I can think: "their life is shit and they will probably die soon". Makes me less argumentative...

 

[Life sucks]

Time is very fast and everything ends. Thats enough reason to think about ctb. The only solution is time freeze which not will happen

 

[Desperate_Soul]

When I distract myself, everything is okay. But when I don't keep my mind busy, depression fully takes over my mind and I lose control.

 

[throwaway123]

My life is pathetic. I feel that I shouldn't exist. My existence is ridiculous. I feel worthless and tbh I think I am. I am broken beyond repair.

 

[Chloe]

i posted a thread about being sexualy abused some people were kind 2 people messaged me they were kind some people joked about sexual abuse and another person even liked the comment.sexual abuse is not funny

 

[throwaway123]

Every time I see people on reddit talking about how humans should go extinct because we're evil but other life forms should go on because nature is so beautiful and good and amazing, my blood boils.

YEEEES! THANK YOU!! Finally someone who gets it!!!!

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

why does the colur brown taste like fleece ? what ever the reasons I dislike them both.

 

[2211264]

When I seriously started thinking about the end for me, it was a time in my life that i felt really good and I was starting my adult life and things were happening (car,girlfriend,house,job,etc) .
Thinking about this end just made a lot of sense and the end makes me happy.
I could never really do it (all of those things above).
Now I'm in the end game, things are coming into place.
It feels right, it felt right then, it felt right along the way, it feels right now, the future for me feels right.

 

[akosineenee]

I'm sorry I bother you with my existence--my continued survival. I know you don't necessarily hate me. How can you hate somebody you barely know? I just know that there is something inherently repulsive about me that infuriates you. I'll be gone soon enough.