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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,387
Switch 2 Direct is in 1 month. 👀
 
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littlelungs

littlelungs

Wizard
Oct 21, 2018
646
Drunk. In pain. This body and brain simply cannot coexist. My personality is literally diseased. I'm an embarrassment to this species.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,362
It can feel strange to reminisce and realise certain problems we identify as having now were present even when we were very young. I consider age 10 to be my start of the major problems in life, being exposed to a (suspected) narcissist.

However, I do remember a birthday prior to that. Not sure how old. Perhaps 7. But, I remember feeling like I should be happy but, I really wasn't. Maybe that was the start of social anxiety because, it was during a party. I felt like- I know I ought to be grateful because my family had organised it but really, I just wanted to be left alone.
 
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cassie

cassie

Jul 19, 2020
38
Holy shit, this will take forever
 
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Sakura.

Sakura.

Nienawidzę siebie.
May 1, 2024
107
I really hate myself...

With every passing second, I feel more and more terrible...


I can't bear it anymore...
 
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Seaghost

Seaghost

Arcanist
Apr 14, 2019
401
I want to be free. No bad feeling anymore. Escape from his body with it scars - inside and outside. No longer regret so much stuff :/.
Sleep and not gonna wake up anymore.
 
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Griever

Griever

SN
May 1, 2025
462
Everything is so random
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
6,019
One member online and 62 guests. I think this forum has a BOTS/DDOS problem
 
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Seaghost

Seaghost

Arcanist
Apr 14, 2019
401
I saw the netherlands movie young hearts. A real movie diamond but now my head is spinning...
I want my childhood back from the assholes who robbed it.

Made so much wrong decisions....wtf...

Maybe some benzo now....fuck this cruel planet.
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,081
One member online and 62 guests. I think this forum has a BOTS/DDOS problem
I've seen a couple of posts by some users and even a moderator recommending users to change their password.

Also, the site gets wonky from time to time. I'm not sure what that's about 🤔
 
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Seaghost

Seaghost

Arcanist
Apr 14, 2019
401
I saw the netherlands movie young hearts.
I needed to watch it a second time. Regular I need a year or more to have a re-view.
But I'm still an mental earthquake.

That was so wonderful that my SN in the shelf is screaming for me. I wanted to use it but im scared and I hate vomiting. I'm an idiot.

This movie kicked my mind out. Just want to quiet myself and my soul. Fuck.
 
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Sakura.

Sakura.

Nienawidzę siebie.
May 1, 2024
107
Mercy on me...

Why do i have to suffer so much...
 
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Sakura.

Sakura.

Nienawidzę siebie.
May 1, 2024
107
I really can't take it anymore...

Everything is just too much for me...


Why do I have to endure all this..?
 
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cassie

cassie

Jul 19, 2020
38
Might actually be too far gone?
Hopefully not
Scarefully yes
 
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patheticparasite

patheticparasite

What's it all for?
Feb 21, 2025
69
Hey macho men, I don't want to fight you. Scram!
 
OvercastingClouds

OvercastingClouds

☆ ✧ The Lurker ✧☆
Jul 5, 2025
34
I really want to play Tomodachi Life 2, but I gotta be patient😞
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
6,019
I miss the SPAM thread. Does anyone want to start a campaign #bringbackSPAMthread ?

Actually, I think the thread could theoretically be brought back.
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
6,019
Me and my therapist split. This was some drama. She blamed me for it. I need her help though for continuing therapy with a different therapist. I could not burn bridges. She blamed me for not having handed in a certain anamnesis paper. I was pretty sure I gave it to her. She pretended the opposite and insisted on it. Before I wanted to go I asked in a very polite way to look or it again. And well suddently she found it. Well, I still have the feeling she is really incompetent. Maybe I need to continue therapy with her if this is the only option.
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
6,019
The auto translate function on Youtube is complete garbage. The AI voice (in German) is horrendous and there needs to be an option to turn it off completely and forever. Currently, I have to do this on every single video.
 
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The Morningstar

The Morningstar

Be absolute. Be yourself, until you bleed.
May 4, 2025
404
Remember: licking doorknobs is illegal on other planets.
 
Grey Worm

Grey Worm

New Member
Nov 15, 2024
3
i feel so conflicted when im around people, outside of the few close to me. part of me hates it & another part is ok with it. just constantly both feelings at once
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,362
I came across the terrifying story of the serial killer H H. Holmes- who would murder people and then sell their skeletons to medical training schools (in the 1800's.)

It got me to thinking about the (thanfully) plastic versions medical students use today. I imagine they were still cast from the mould of a real skeleton. An average man and woman I guess. I wonder if they agreed to that specifically. I wonder if they just donated their body to scientific research. Strange to think your bones could be immortalised in plastic for hundreds of students to see.

A bit like that Body Worlds exhibition. Even though it's obviously consensual, it still feels a bit weird/ disrespectful to me in a way. Maybe I'll make a separate post on it...
 
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