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littlelungs

littlelungs

Wizard
Oct 21, 2018
646
Drunk. In pain. This body and brain simply cannot coexist. My personality is literally diseased. I'm an embarrassment to this species.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,187
It can feel strange to reminisce and realise certain problems we identify as having now were present even when we were very young. I consider age 10 to be my start of the major problems in life, being exposed to a (suspected) narcissist.

However, I do remember a birthday prior to that. Not sure how old. Perhaps 7. But, I remember feeling like I should be happy but, I really wasn't. Maybe that was the start of social anxiety because, it was during a party. I felt like- I know I ought to be grateful because my family had organised it but really, I just wanted to be left alone.
 
cassie

cassie

•
Jul 19, 2020
37
Holy shit, this will take forever
 
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Sakura.

Sakura.

NienawidzÄ™ siebie.
May 1, 2024
106
I really hate myself...

With every passing second, I feel more and more terrible...


I can't bear it anymore...
 
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Seaghost

Seaghost

Specialist
Apr 14, 2019
363
I want to be free. No bad feeling anymore. Escape from his body with it scars - inside and outside. No longer regret so much stuff :/.
Sleep and not gonna wake up anymore.
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
6,046
One member online and 62 guests. I think this forum has a BOTS/DDOS problem
 
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Seaghost

Seaghost

Specialist
Apr 14, 2019
363
I saw the netherlands movie young hearts. A real movie diamond but now my head is spinning...
I want my childhood back from the assholes who robbed it.

Made so much wrong decisions....wtf...

Maybe some benzo now....fuck this cruel planet.
 
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bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,713
One member online and 62 guests. I think this forum has a BOTS/DDOS problem
I've seen a couple of posts by some users and even a moderator recommending users to change their password.

Also, the site gets wonky from time to time. I'm not sure what that's about 🤔
 
Seaghost

Seaghost

Specialist
Apr 14, 2019
363
I saw the netherlands movie young hearts.
I needed to watch it a second time. Regular I need a year or more to have a re-view.
But I'm still an mental earthquake.

That was so wonderful that my SN in the shelf is screaming for me. I wanted to use it but im scared and I hate vomiting. I'm an idiot.

This movie kicked my mind out. Just want to quiet myself and my soul. Fuck.
 
Sakura.

Sakura.

NienawidzÄ™ siebie.
May 1, 2024
106
Mercy on me...

Why do i have to suffer so much...
 
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Sakura.

Sakura.

NienawidzÄ™ siebie.
May 1, 2024
106
I really can't take it anymore...

Everything is just too much for me...


Why do I have to endure all this..?
 
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