Method OK, Kiddos. It's going to be Thursday

[nonialabaster]

Have some The Verve, sweeties.
I've begun my protocol. Water fast has begun.

 

[Linda]

My husband is still alive and well, but if he goes before me I'll soon be following you. Good luck.

 

[deadisbetter]

i've been quietly looking at this thread few a few days now and i've enjoyed every second of it. i loved reading your posts and your music recommendations are so so so good!! just wanted to say thank you for the smiles you've provided, sending my love <3

 

[nonialabaster]

Butthole Surfers, a famously nutso band. Mark and I saw them at The Ridglea Theater, in Fort Worth. Mark and I got into a screaming match. Not our best moment, I'll admit. Gibby, the frontman, and notoriously crazy, stopped the song, came down and asked us if we were OK. We were fine, and so was Gibby. Fun story, but, really humiliating, at the time.

 

[Dot]

Have some The Verve, sweeties.
I've begun my protocol. Water fast has begun.

V gd chce

Srry tht lfe hs brght u 2 ths

 

[nonialabaster]

Wish you well hope to meet you there sometime in the near future.

If there's another place, I'll be zooming through universes with Kristen and Mark. We'll reach out for your hand. You will be welcome. Just fasten your seatbelt!

 

[Lost in a Dream]

If there's another place, I'll be zooming through universes with Kristen and Mark. We'll reach out for your hand. You will be welcome. Just fasten your seatbelt!

Can I come too? *buckles seatbelt*

 

[nonialabaster]

Officer Mendoza, one of the cops who did my first welfare check, just came back to see me. She was just being a nice human being, concerned for me. Still scared the shit out of me. But she is a kind person and told me that I look better, talked about resources, etc. Not another welfare-check. She was just worried about me. Made me cry.

Can I come too? *buckles seatbelt*

Whenever you're ready, sugar-lump.

 

[Foxes]

Officer Mendoza, one of the cops who did my first welfare check, just came back to see me. She was just being a nice human being, concerned for me. Still scared the shit out of me. But she is a kind person and told me that I look better, talked about resources, etc. Not another welfare-check. She was just worried about me. Made me cry.

Whenever you're ready, sugar-lump.

Thank goodness she didn't come in mid-SN. That's so sweet of her. I'm crying now after reading your text. Bracing myself and worrying about you.

"Calm and still."

 

[nonialabaster]

Patti Smith, ladies and gentlemen.

Thank goodness she didn't come in mid-SN. That's so sweet of her. I'm crying now after reading your text. Bracing myself and worrying about you.

"Calm and still."

Don't worry, honey. I'm sorry to cause you harm. I love you. "Calm and still."

 

[TapeMachine]

I'm glad your hanky panky is feeling a bit better today. Lol. ❤

This might be my briefest post yet, but I'm just...I cannot summon words. I wish you well, awesome lady. Much love to you.

 

[nonialabaster]

Ok, babies. A couple of hours to go. Gosh, I'm scared. I want to thank you all, again.

 

[Foxes]

Patti Smith, ladies and gentlemen.

Don't worry, honey. I'm sorry to cause you harm. I love you. "Calm and still."

We both know that if the circumstances of our lives had played out differently and we had been dealt a better hand, this wouldn't have been the route you'd have chosen. You don't owe anyone any apologies. None. I'm so scared for you but I know that you'll soon finally be at peace, free from all of life's burdens and bullshit. I love you too and I'm going to miss you so much. We all will.

 

[nonialabaster]

I'll drink it at 6pm. I'll let my friend know.
In the meantime, have some Blondie.

We both know that if the circumstances of our lives had played out differently and we had been dealt a better hand, this wouldn't have been the route you'd have chosen. You don't owe anyone any apologies. None. I'm so scared for you but I know that you'll soon finally be at peace, free from all of life's burdens and bullshit. I love you too and I'm going to miss you so much. We all will.

I hate it. But, I'm glad to know you, my sweetheart. Your friendship has helped me so much, and you will be on my mind, this evening. I love you.

 

[NorthernMonkey]

I'm going to CTB sometime Thursday, either late afternoon or that evening. I'm timing my stuff, just right. The walls are closing in and there's no end in sight, except the one I have in my dresser drawer. I'm drinking some wine today, will dry out tomorrow, put my trash and recycling on the curb, send my instructions to my only local friend, etc. I'm hoping she'll take care of my wonderful KaliKat, or at least find a home for her. I feel selfish for wanting Kali here with me, in my final days.

I'll be here for a couple of more days.

I don't know if I'll post a Goodbye thread. This is very hard. I have encountered some wonderful people here. Especially one beautiful lady, and she knows who she is. Thank you, my darlin' one! I so love talking to you, as you know.

Hi, I have been reading here for ages now but finally registered so I could message you. I wanted you to know that you, and your story, have really resonated with me. I have been listening to all the music you posted and thinking of you and hoping you are ok. Whatever decision you make, just know you have touched my heart and no doubt many others who read here without posting too. You also have great taste in music, some real blasts from the past :) Tske care x

 

[gatoensalada]

Ok, babies. A couple of hours to go. Gosh, I'm scared. I want to thank you all, again.

I'm super new, but you have great songs and i'm gonna think of you and Mark while I listen to all of them. Thank you, I hope you find peace where you're headed. You deserve it

 

[nonialabaster]

Thank you, honey. You seem like a sweet person. I won't be here much longer, but there is community here! You'll enjoy it! I'd recommend you look at my posts. Follow those people, and their threads.

Hi, I have been reading here for ages now but finally registered so I could message you. I wanted you to know that you, and your story, have really resonated with me. I have been listening to all the music you posted and thinking of you and hoping you are ok. Whatever decision you make, just know you have touched my heart and no doubt many others who read here without posting too. You also have great taste in music, some real blasts from the past :) Tske care

 

[BabyCamus]

Hi, I don't know you but you seem lovely and I hope everything goes as you want it to. I think I read that your SN is from IC. I also have SN from IC arriving. I wondered did you ever test it? I was thinking about doing the aquarium/blood test when mine comes. I really hope you find peace

 

[crowsylol]

Just recently registered for this site and read your story. You seem like such a sweet person and I'm sorry you had to go through all of that. No matter what you choose to do, I hope that you will find peace. Take care. Hopefully I will see you on the other side soon.

 

[nonialabaster]

Enjoy some Roxy Music, babies! Seriously, they were awesome!

 

[eroqita]

I hope you find peace.

 

[heavyeyes]

I really hope you find peace

 

[nonialabaster]

Cops are back. Fucking shit

 

[Foxes]

Cops are back. Fucking shit

Jesus Christ. Why today of all days are they doing this? Be careful.

 

[Amakishiyo]

Wishing you the best, hope you can get through the stress and find a peaceful ending. My heart goes out to you.

 

[Jaxveil]

Just joined and haven't posted yet but after reading this, I just wanted to say that I wish you peace in the next step of your soul's journey. Beautiful cat, I had a calico named Cali and I love animals, more than people honestly. Anyway, peace and rest be with you.

 

[TapeMachine]

Cops are back. Fucking shit

What did they say/do? Are you okay, noni?

 

[Letgo]

Everything ok?

 

[sugarmagnolia]

as everyone else's saying, its sad to see someone go but rather see them go peacefully on their own note then someone / something elses

 

[crowsylol]

Cops are back. Fucking shit

Whats going on? Are you okay?