Method OK, Kiddos. It's going to be Thursday

[nureinFuchs]

Farewell....
I hope you find what you looking for travaler..

 

[nonialabaster]

I'm going to listen to Bob Dylan, finish my wine and go cuddle Kali in our bed, and enjoy her sweet little kittie feets on my cheeks, for one of the last nights we have, together.

Yes. I have contact info there, but, not any kind of Grand Statement.

I'll be doing it at home.

I'll try to talk to you all tomorrow. I should be able to. I have to get some litter for my sweet Kali, and some wet food for her. She's going to be really scared.

i've never interacted with you but i've seen you around these forums and i've been following your story. i hope you can find the peace that you seek <3

I hope to. Whether it's nothingness, or different universes. It doesn't matter to me. I don't believe in Heaven or Hell. I'd love to think that I could see my beloved husband, flying through different galaxies, with Kristen on his his shoulder, guiding him. That's not going to happen. But, I still dream about it.

 

[TheSadStranger]

I'm going to CTB sometime Thursday, either late afternoon or that evening. I'm timing my stuff, just right. The walls are closing in and there's no end in sight, except the one I have in my dresser drawer. I'm drinking some wine today, will dry out tomorrow, put my trash and recycling on the curb, send my instructions to my only local friend, etc. I'm hoping she'll take care of my wonderful KaliKat, or at least find a home for her. I feel selfish for wanting Kali here with me, in my final days.

I'll be here for a couple of more days.

I don't know if I'll post a Goodbye thread. This is very hard. I have encountered some wonderful people here. Especially one beautiful lady, and she knows who she is. Thank you, my darlin' one! I so love talking to you, as you know.

I hope you find peace regardless of your decision. I just hope whatever happens is of a sound minded decision. You along with many others will be in my prayers tonight. If this is the last you see from me Goodbye.

 

[Aisley]

I remember these guys. Each of their albums were fueld by a specific substance, like a coke album, and a shrooms one. Been long time.

Here's the first music dump It's Ween. I hope it works.

 

[nonialabaster]

I remember these guys. Each of their albums were fueld by a specific substance, like a coke album, and a shrooms one. Been long time.

Mark and I had tickets to see them in Austin, on April 28. We didn't make it, because Mark died a week before, and he'd been in the hospital, the week prior. Luckily, TicketMaster gave me the money back. I was floored, because, TicketMaster! Known Assholes!

 

[Aisley]

That is pretty decent of them. Maybe they knew how much money you'd given them over the years. My favourite thing Freeman ever did was cover my fav Zappa song, What's the Ugliest Part of Your Body? Not that good or anything, more about the gesture than the performance, I guess.

 

[nonialabaster]

That is pretty decent of them. Maybe they knew how much money you'd given them over the years. My favourite thing Freeman ever did was cover my fav Zappa song, What's the Ugliest Part of Your Body? Not that good or anything, more about the gesture than the performance, I guess.

Fanfucking-Tastisct! Sorry. My brain isn't working so well. I'm a small person and eat, maybe twice a week?And, I'm trying to fast?

 

[Caoine01]

Goodby have a peacful transition.

 

[Aisley]

Fanfucking-Tastisct! Sorry. My brain isn't working so well. I'm a small person and eat, maybe twice a week?And, I'm trying to fast?

Pfft, you owe no one nothing. Love your cat and spend the time you have left how you choose. I'm actually listening to this first zappa album now, because for the first time in maybe twenty years i listened to Ween today. Stupid mind paths.

 

[Haruka]

I hope everything goes as planned for you, and it is a smooth exit. I also hope your friend can find a place for your animal, I will see you on the other side

 

[nonialabaster]

That is pretty decent of them. Maybe they knew how much money you'd given them over the years. My favourite thing Freeman ever did was cover my fav Zappa song, What's the Ugliest Part of Your Body? Not that good or anything, more about the gesture than the performance, I guess.

Ween is awesome! Glad you know Gene Ween's last name. You must be a fan! Mark and would square up "Mutilated Lips" and try to see who could sing the whole chorus, without taking a breath.

 

[nonialabaster]

This is a silly one. But, Mark and I loved it.

Please stay. I know life can be cruel and unfair but please reconsider. There is always a way out other than ctb

Sorry, girl. It's taken me a long time to come to this decision. Read my threads and fuck right on off.

Please stay. I know life can be cruel and unfair but please reconsider. There is always a way out other than ctb

I don't think you belong on this thread, or even on this site. Get out of here!

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Please stay. I know life can be cruel and unfair but please reconsider. There is always a way out other than ctb

Oh lord. Some pretty privilaged person is going to come on people's thread and say life is worth living. Of course you'd say that since you have all the privilages in the world.

Like the OP said, fuck off.

I am sorry you feel this way @nonialabaster. I wish life didn't bring us both to this point :(

 

[mrwizard11]

Best wishes and I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[nonialabaster]

Please stay. I know life can be cruel and unfair but please reconsider. There is always a way out other than ctb

Fuck you. Fuck you. Go back to church, or wherever you crawled out from. I've reported you.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Fuck you. Fuck you. Go back to church, or wherever you crawled out from. I've reported you.

I am sorry they couldn't respect your wishes.

 

[Shy_Shay]

Best wishes for you and your little cute Cat (it is him in the Pfp right?)

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Fuck you. Fuck you. Go back to church, or wherever you crawled out from. I've reported you.

Oof, you sent that cockroach running away in a hurry! Can you come and scare away the bugs I have over here too?

In all seriousness - I'm sorry to see you're going so soon. We haven't interacted on here very much, but I wish you the best of luck. Hopefully one of these days I can follow in your footsteps.

 

[lebrodude]

We haven't spoken but I've noticed your posts on here and I wish you the very best. I have a lot of empathy for you as we are mostly all in the same situation.

 

[boblong]

Sayonara.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I'm sorry your journey has led you to this place and time. I hope you get to your peace.

 

[nonialabaster]

Oof, you sent that cockroach running away in a hurry! Can you come and scare away the bugs I have over here too?

In all seriousness - I'm sorry to see you're going so soon. We haven't interacted on here very much, but I wish you the best of luck. Hopefully one of these days I can follow in your footsteps.

That "person" has been banned. The mods here don't mess around. Neither does Noni, or as my late husband would call me, The Nonus. He enjoyed my online name! I told my daughter that, if she ever had children, they should call me Noni. Close to the Italian Nonni, for grandmother, though I'm not Italian. That was my foreign language in college, though.

Thank you @Lost in a Dream. Just take your time. You'll know when the time is right. As I've said to many wonderful people here, this isn't a decision to be made in haste. I've enjoyed the interactions the two of us have had. I wish the best for you, love.

Best wishes for you and your little cute Cat (it is him in the Pfp right?)

That's Miss Kristen, in my pfp. She died in our bed, September 2021. She was 13 and had breast cancer.

We had a wonderful vet who came to our home to euthanize her. Kristen, ever the proper hostess, dragged herself up, greeted the vet, sniffed the bag, and just laid herself down on the Wee-Pads doc had put on the bed. Mark burst into tears, but got ahold of himself, quickly. We were holding her little paws, as she passed. We spent some time with her, alone. Doc came back in and wrapped her in a soft blanket. Asked who wanted to carry her to the van. Mark did. Doc had a little bed set up, and Mark placed her in it. We gave her sweet head one last kiss, then went in the house to cry and listen to Boards of Canada, Kristen and Mark's favorite music to listen to, together. I haven't been able to listen to that group, to this day.

 

[SVEN]

I hope you go softly.

 

[nonialabaster]

That "person" has been banned. The mods here don't mess around. Neither does Noni, or as my late husband would call me, The Nonus. He enjoyed my online name! I told my daughter that, if she ever had children, they should call me Noni. Close to the Italian Nonni, for grandmother, though I'm not Italian. That was my foreign language in college, though.

Thank you @Lost in a Dream. Just take your time. You'll know when the time is right. As I've said to many wonderful people here, this isn't a decision to be made in haste. I've enjoyed the interactions the two of us have had. I wish the best for you, love.

That's Miss Kristen, in my pfp. She died in our bed, September 2021. She was 13 and had breast cancer.

We had a wonderful vet who came to our home to euthanize her. Kristen, ever the proper hostess, dragged herself up, greeted the vet, sniffed the bag, and just laid herself down on the Wee-Pads doc had put on the bed. Mark burst into tears, but got ahold of himself, quickly. We were holding her little paws, as she passed. We spent some time with her, alone. Doc came back in and wrapped her in a soft blanket. Asked who wanted to carry her to the van. Mark did. Doc had a little bed set up, and Mark placed her in it. We gave her sweet head one last kiss, then went in the house to cry and listen to Boards of Canada, Kristen and Mark's favorite music to listen to, together. I haven't been able to listen to that group, to this day.

My music dump, for today. It's a song most people think is a corny one, but, hear me out. I'm not a musician. Mark was a talented one. He taught me to play "American Pie" on his acoustic, and I did it! We played it together, and sang the vocals, back and forth! He was so proud of me!

 

[Letgo]

I'm going to CTB sometime Thursday, either late afternoon or that evening. I'm timing my stuff, just right. The walls are closing in and there's no end in sight, except the one I have in my dresser drawer. I'm drinking some wine today, will dry out tomorrow, put my trash and recycling on the curb, send my instructions to my only local friend, etc. I'm hoping she'll take care of my wonderful KaliKat, or at least find a home for her. I feel selfish for wanting Kali here with me, in my final days.

I'll be here for a couple of more days.

I don't know if I'll post a Goodbye thread. This is very hard. I have encountered some wonderful people here. Especially one beautiful lady, and she knows who she is. Thank you, my darlin' one! I so love talking to you, as you know.

Thinking of you.

 

[TapeMachine]

I might be subjecting you all to a music dump, over the next two days. Hope you are ready for a lot of Punk, a lot of Gen-X Indie stuff, and a little bit of folk and old- C&W.

I look forward to seeing what you post. I love music

Quick edit: geez, I'm late af. You've already begun sharing music. Well, let me just have a listen here..

You seem like an awesome lady, like someone I'd want to be goods friends with. I hope you have a peaceful journey when your time comes.

 

[nonialabaster]

I look forward to seeing what you post. I love music

Quick edit: geez, I'm late af. You've already begun sharing music. Well, let me just have a listen here..

You seem like an awesome lady, like someone I'd want to be goods friends with. I hope you have a peaceful journey when your time comes.

It's alright. I just took a long nap. I'm ordering my last meal and trying to find some clean clothes to wear. Boards of Canada is a good choice, if you like ambient music.
Mark and Kristen listened to them, in the early mornings, before I woke up. When we brought her ashes home, we listened to them, all the way home, tears streaming down both of our faces.

 

[arcadia]

I've seen some of your posts around here and you seem lovely. It's sad to see you go, but I wish you peace in your journey.

 

[Saai]

You greated me on my first post. I hope everything goes as planned.

I read one of your replies where you describe what your reasons are for wanting to CTB. It's awful that you had to go through all of that.

I wish things could have been different for you.

 

[nonialabaster]

You greated me on my first post. I hope everything goes as planned.

I read one of your replies where you describe what your reasons are for wanting to CTB. It's awful that you had to go through all of that.

I wish things could have been different for you.

You're sweet. Me, too. My KaliKat (Not the kitty in my avatar) is needing her Mombe's attention.

You greated me on my first post. I hope everything goes as planned.

I read one of your replies where you describe what your reasons are for wanting to CTB. It's awful that you had to go through all of that.

I wish things could have been different for you.

I hope I was able to help you, in some way. I hate for people to feel lost, or lonely.