Make A Friend megathread

[Seaghost]

German, 42m, my mind is always switching between 16 and 80 :].
Having real life friends between 22 and 71 but you now talking about suicide can be really difficult and that can boost loneliness. I'm sure you all kniw what mean xD.

Music: Regular I'm mostly into like rock/hardrock/bombast rock (for example Def Leppard, Jim.Steinman, Cinderella etc) or Musicals, Classic, sometimes (not the cliche aggro stuff) Rap, folk, film music.

I can be a clown and also completely quiet and deep talk ready.
At the moment I'm very into darkness and try to preperate my last steps.

A note at the end: It can happen I won't answering a long time especially if the postings in Dms getting bigger and bigger.
The my brain is overwhelmed and not able to answer in a competent way and that brings my mind under huge pressure. So it's not a bad will from my side but it could help not to make book-like seized DMs - from both sides ;).

Btw. If I'm realizing someone ist just searching for attention or other stuff. I'm closing the conversation immediately.

 

[hippiedeath]

Hi, I'm from New York, 53 M. Would someone be my friend, please? I'm in a desperate state of mind lately, with pockets of blue sky. I'm a good conversationalist, I write poetry and am a percussionist.

 

[ceramic_apple]

Hello, my name is Ann. I'm 19, from Buffalo.

 

[Mirelight]

20M, originally from Nepal, currently in US, CDT time zone. CS Major. Currently a little interested in osdev, but haven't been able to do much, have made some small 2d games, but don't think I wanna go down that road in future, a linux fanboy, wanna rice my system to the max someday, currently using mint with gnome. Am looking for someone in uni or just studying in general so we can encourage each other to do stuff and study together or smthing like that. Better if u are CS or something STEM, it's alright even if u r not tho.

I'm also trying to lose weight, been overweight my entire life, have been trying to do it for quite a while, but never succeed, hopefully I don't give up midway this time around too. I'm also a little interested in femboyish stuffs, I really wanna give makeup and cosplay a try at least once if I manage to lose some weight this time around. Don't think I'm gonna look as good as I like to think of it in my head, but wanna give it a try once.

I also like reading fantasy webnovels, I don't play games except one called osu!, I'm open to trying others if that's your thing, but my laptop is a little crappy and I use linux so choices aren't much. I like Japanese songs, imperial circus decadence are my fav band, I love wagaki band too, don't like the cringy ones with high pitched voices tho, yoasobi and the oral cigarettes are pretty good too.

In terms of ctb, I don't know... I've kinda lost touch with reality in some sense lately, Even if bad/ disappointing thing happen, the "pain" is just momentary. I remember when these feeling used to last longer, It has made life a lot more bearable, but it's been a little weird.

Anyway, just dm me if u think we can be friends.

Repost.

Things have been a little worse since, mostly financial ig. Tho my favorite webnovel (lotm) recently got animated so it's been a small beacon to look forward to as the week ends. I've changed my distro from mint to fedora, I like the gnome DE but mint does not officially support it, was getting lot of bugs so I left it. I've been recently getting into rust too, tho some days rust is all I do while most week I just stare into nothingness or doom scroll, I've absolutely zero consistency. I've also been reading a few webnovels, mostly listening to them during work. I tried going forward with osdev but the bar seems too high, tried going thru a book and even the prerequesite seems pretty daunting. Rather I'm looking towards compilers first before trying again, been going thru book called crafting interpreters, a bit above my league but I'm trying. It's not like I like programming, but it's the only thing that makes me feel like I'm not wasting my time, but even then finding motivation is hard most times. I tried getting into webdev with a friend too, but we have been procastinating it again and again, it's been a little awakard and haven't talked with him in a while.