If you died a year ago, what would you have missed out on?

[existenceissuffering]

Both good and bad

 

[Smilla]

Suffering

 

[deathbycakes]

i wish i was dead a year ago so i don't have to experience my fiancee's death this year..won't be fair to him but at least we'd be together again in the afterlife much quicker.

good thing that i'd be missing is prob infinity wars.

 

[TAW122]

I would probably have missed earning my master's degree (not that I care anyhow -- mountains of debt, college is overrated, job market is a joke most of the time), missed my sister's wedding, and as far as the bad things, well I wouldn't have suffered another shitty year.

 

[TiredHorse]

Great question.

Some good sailing. Two new good friends.

The final, thermonuclear end of my relationship with my Beloved.

End balance: I wish I had ctb.

 

[existenceissuffering]

Suffering. Nothing significant stands out. I didn't have anything extraordinary good or bad happen. It's just everyday life is suffering.

 

[15dec]

Wouldn't have lost a few friends, been used by an ex, dated by best friend (and accidentally ruined his life before we broke up). Wouldn't have met some good friends though, or found this community

 

[Lady black]

Hell on earth

 

[Fivelimit]

A PhD. Nothing much

 

[gnrluver0105]

Nothing, in fact, September last year, a earthquake happened here, I was in a building that nearly collapsed, sometimes I wish that happened...

This year was the worst, with the end of my 8 year relationship.

Sure, there was small things that I enjoyed, but overall, was a shitty year

 

[Fivelimit]

Wouldn't have lost a few friends, been used by an ex, dated by best friend (and accidentally ruined his life before we broke up). Wouldn't have met some good friends though, or found this community

This Makes me sad

 

[MsM3talGamer]

More pain, sickness, boredom and anger. Should have CTBed last year.

 

[Whatshername]

I'm literally racking my brain to find a good thing in the past year, but I come up empty. Maybe a few good movies, but I can't even enjoy those as I used to. I would have missed out on a lot of suffering, pain and humiliation though.

 

[slowlystarve]

wouldn't have seen a family member get into a cult and then out of that cult paranoid as shit with an alcohol problem. wouldn't have ever been underweight, moved out on my own, got an 100% average in a class, been coerced, been told it was my own fault that i was miserable by a therapist, visited outside of the country, met some people, etc

 

[Gainax]

The feeling of self disapointment and several years wasted for nothing

 

[EndofMyRope]

The living hell that has been this past year.

 

[wanttodie]

Nothing stands out.id have missed

 

[Empty Smile]

Nothing, and would expect the same in 2019.

 

[stellabelle]

Not a damn thing, that's the devastating part

 

[anelakapu]

A bunch of bullshit

 

[NotWorthLiving]

Nothing worthwhile

 

[Kyrok]

A PhD. Nothing much

Ph.D. in what field?

 

[Kyrok]

The most fun I've had in 15yrs, plus the biggest blunder.

 

[Final Escape]

I would not have missed out on much. I really wish I could be euthanized like now. :(

 

[Smilla]

Suffering

 

[Thoughtforms]

Good -
I got to travel around Europe to some of my dream locations with friends. But honestly I wish I could feel happier about that. I just do it because I have nothing else in my life. I felt empty the whole time.

I met someone who was the most amazing and beautiful guy I've ever met and he made me temporarily really happy.

Got to watch the new Black Mirror!

Started studying again

Bad -
Had my heart broken again and again

Had a terrible time at work - my boss hates me and wants me to leave

Had a mental breakdown and ended up in a psych ward

Tried looking for new jobs and just got rejected

Failed my first module due to my mental breakdown

Became officially old

So basically, I worked really hard, got my hopes up again and again, yet I'm back to square one. I went backwards if anything. This is the pattern of the last few years of my life - trying so hard constantly to be happy and fulfilled but just having it blow up in my face. Anything good that happened was just me filling a void.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Both good and bad

BAD:
One less year of misery to get through. :(
WORK …. SO AWFUL :(
I gained more weight. :(

GOOD:
Five Finger Death Punch & Disturbed both released new music. :)
Godsmack released new music. :(
Many bands that I like released new stuff … right now I am tired and can't think of more … and I would make everyone else fall asleep reading the list if I made one. ;)

 

[Aesthler]

If I died naturally or something a year ago, I'd miss out on a lot of heartache and suffering.
I'd miss out on new friendships I've made through the pain, and maybe a few key mental insights about myself
I'd miss out on watching myself become my worst enemy

 

[Fallen bad23]

Good: I knew for a fact that I'm to blame for the shitty life that I lead and figured that I can slove this dillema if I ctb.
Bad: I knew for a fact that I'm to blame for the shitty life that I lead and figured that I can slove this dillema if I ctb.

 

[Made4TV]

Connecting with two cousins more. A trip to another state. That's all the good. The rest was all hell.