Do you really wanna die or do you just want the suffering to end?

[chris1979]

Is it okay for me to say both? End of suffering AND also pass to next life.

 

[uniqueusername987]

Nah, I've taken meds that alleviate the suffering. Life still just isn't worth it.

 

[canGrew]

I don't see the point of life, I don't get satisfaction from anything I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again

 

[enough of this]

Is it okay for me to say both? End of suffering AND also pass to next life.

It's not only okay, but that's exactly what will happen.

 

[alexit]

Suffering to end. I feel like I finally learned how to live well but pain is too great.

 

[Glen]

Which one of the two is it?

For me it's the second one.

Although given the fact that life has been so cruel to me, sometimes I view death as a middle finger to everything. In that way, I wanna die.

Second one.

 

[Odahviing475]

I really want to die. Something about antidepressants went so wrong the thought of CTB just solidified itself in my head that even though I know it can get better, I don't want it to

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Both dying and ending suffering are basically the same thing. It's impossible to not suffer whilst being alive and, on the other hand, it's impossible to suffer whilst being dead. I don't see death as the lesser of two evils as most people here do. I see death as a preferred choice for me as I prefer the cessation of everything rather than experiencing things

 

[Unattainable666]

I want my suffering to end, but it never will so I have no choice.

 

[hairlikesno]

Both. I have seen and heard what I needed to see and hear, and I don't think I cannot continue to live having that in my memory... That would be like deadman walking...

 

[Princess Twilight]

The latter. I wish I could just want to live. Like have a life set out for me that I look forward too, but that's not for me. So I have to settle on having to die

 

[Manfrotto99]

I don't actually want to die, I want to live. Nothingness really has no appeal to me....it will eventually come around regardless. I'd prefer to enjoy the company of pets, hear the birds sing, go for strolls in the forest, look at the sunset and smell the roses. But I cannot afford such things most people just expect and take for granted. Instead life for me is a constant struggle having to tend to others needs and pay the bills. Its never enough - I'm never good enough- but I've had enough. It's not living. I feel im already dead.

 

[starship]

I've been on top of the world, living my dream with a gorgeous girlfriend by my side and making more than I ever thought I would... Even in those days I found myself walking over to my closet in my underwear, opening the safe, and sticking a fully loaded G19 in my mouth JUST to feel what it felt like to be 4 pounds of pressure away from death.

I can't speak for everyone, but for me - suffering comes and goes, but the feeling of wanting to die and explore the after is forever. Explore may not be the right word, but I have always felt a strange calling to the other side. I've always been a relatively happy child, teenager, and adult, and really don't have much of a comprehensible reason to be here. Nonetheless I have always known that I want to be done with this before the prescribed "life plan". The thing I think I love the most about SS is that we come in all shapes & sizes, from all walks of life.

For me it's not about suffering, and truly maybe just a curiosity in wanting to just die.

 

[Runa]

I want to be left alone, but it'll never happen unless I die.

 

[mark404]

I guess I might want to live if my suffering ended. Or maybe I'll enjoy life for some time and then slowly get bored of it. Idk which way it would go.

 

[Princess_Kitty]

I just want the suffering to end. I don't really want to die. But, I don't think my suffering will ever end unless I CTB.

 

[MelancholyMagic]

Suffering only ends in death. If life had no suffering, then it would be fine. So technically only want suffering to end, but the only way to do that is through death.

 

[brokeandbroken]

I want my suffering to end. That said i cannot do it on my own. I'm not sure anyone can. CT

 

[jbear824]

If there was far less suffering, I would be more willing to stick it out. But I will always want to die.

 

[beelzebul]

the thing is, life is a struggle. if i could live on an island somewhere, with a beach house, a personal chef, and never have to worry about money or anything else, yeah, i'd love to live. but the reality is most of us will struggle to get by month to month. i'm not interested in that. i want to cease existing.

 

[BlackMoon]

If I could shape the world to make it tolerant for people like me, I would definitely do it to end the stigma I face and the loneliness I'm condemned to.

Outside of that, there's no way for me to escape my pain. I want to die because of that. I'll never have friends. Nor true lover. And everytime I'll try to be myself with someone, they'll hate me.

 

[mortuarymary]

The suffering to end

 

[hopeless08]

I just want the suffering to end but I know 100% that it won't, it'll just get worse, well it's hard to imagine it get any worse then this.
Of course I would like to live if I was happy but unfortunately that's impossible for me.
I assume that most people don't want to die just for the sake of dying… They want to die because they are living in hell basically. That's just my opinion