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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Venting Autism will be the end of me
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1K
Hope;ess Fear
Hope;ess Fear
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Female role in sex makes me suicidal as a woman
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71
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3K
YandereMikuMistress
YandereMikuMistress
WhiteSkinRedBlood
Help with getting off the chair to hang
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15
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1K
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
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I need help identifying some supplies
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0
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341
Jason0941
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naookoo128
my SN testing session
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20
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3K
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
hmnow
  • Poll
Who has considered streaming/recording your suicide?
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14
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790
Alexandra_
Alexandra_
N
Need help with hyperventilation method
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10
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923
suicidalyuri
suicidalyuri
M
SN access UK
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0
Views
343
mxk101
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Moroze
Help Can anyone help me with my method?
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2
Views
622
BimbleBob
BimbleBob
hedezev4
From 20 mg to 250 mg: Gradual SN Ingestion with SpO₂ and Heart Rate Observations
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6
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3K
Alexandra_
Alexandra_
ChildrensITV
It's actually FUNNY how life is a prison-sentence for a crime u didn't commit. But u have to serve your time anyway.
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3
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494
Ligottian
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S
Is the slipknot identical to the traditional hangman's knot?
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16
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1K
AreWeWinning
AreWeWinning
X
falling out with my sister
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3
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644
TBONTB
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cazza82
  • Question
I told my mental health counselor I was going to finally do it
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10
Views
881
cazza82
cazza82
JalanAtthirariAnni
My final day
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14
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1K
darksouls
darksouls
memento-mori
Discussion afraid of getting a welfare check for ordering SN
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5
Views
648
sweetcreep
sweetcreep
S
Help SN method help please
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3
Views
455
sdrock32
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derpsie
Venting guys chatgpt downloaded my soul
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7
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1K
Forever Sleep
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helicoptero
Venting I just lost the only reason I had to keep fighting and waking up everyday
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11
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1K
TBONTB
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Afterglow
What is Your Story?
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18
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1K
DirtCommie
DirtCommie
trashisland
Discussion kill or be killed
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8
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1K
fatty44
fatty44
sake
Venting Maybe I realised too fast
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1
Views
270
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
sake
Venting Hate my mother
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4
Views
503
sake
sake
I
How to get antimetics in India?
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6
Views
916
sdrock32
S
Sylveon
Help SN from J******
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3
Views
776
sdrock32
S
ChocoPie
Venting I want to CTB as soon as possible
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10
Views
1K
ChocoPie
ChocoPie
StrawberryRed
I essentially got fired for being depressed 😭😭
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12
Views
1K
kopebaldy
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SomedayorNexttime
Help With a roommate, how to CTB?
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6
Views
566
kopebaldy
K
Spectre
Discussion Knife to the Jugular (I'm fed up)
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6
Views
574
avalokitesvara
avalokitesvara
W
Discussion A good YT channel
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0
Views
449
white_car
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I
  • Question
Help How do you get the courage to ctb?
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5
Views
663
derekWest
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O
  • Question
Help Is a scalpel knife sharp enough to hit the jugular vein?
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0
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292
overcookedeggs
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katara
Help Can someone in a similar situation talk to me? I have literally nothing
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73
Views
7K
katara
katara
Jisatsu
Discussion The sooner you realize that the suffering doesn't end the easier it is to let go/Catching the bus
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1
Views
400
_Gollum_
_Gollum_
S
He makes me want to ctb
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9
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845
fedup1982
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restingplace
Discussion Fear of living?
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6
Views
610
Crescendo
Crescendo
vira
Help Household objects to hang with?
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4
Views
802
fedup1982
F
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I hate my abusive brother
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2
Views
510
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
recordplayer
Help Mental block/anxiety around ctb, not sure how to fix it
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1
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531
Nightfoot
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XdragonsoulX
Fucked everything up
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6
Views
546
-Link-
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ivetried089
do you always want to die?
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39
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2K
kopebaldy
K
neutralmilk
  • Question
Does anyone else feel like they’re burdening their partner by being honest about your feelings about ctb
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7
Views
865
Wolf Girl
Wolf Girl
W
Has anyone applied for a PAL in Canada?
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3
Views
337
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
MourningFlower
I've just bought the outfit I'm going to CTB in.
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4
Views
442
MourningFlower
MourningFlower
jajajamielee
Venting just the way life is.
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0
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522
jajajamielee
jajajamielee
aleaiactaest
Discussion 09/06/25 is my day
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1
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324
TBONTB
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C
How to prepare others?
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2
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454
CMPIETRZAK
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Maw
Venting My life is a chore
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0
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334
Maw
Maw
Wolf Girl
Almost drowned by accident
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4
Views
554
fallendevil
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.koocain
Help need ideas
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1
Views
283
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
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